Notnemore1985
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Mar 30, 2017
- Messages
- 29
I want to stop my opiates. I'm really ready. I've hit no rock bottoms yet. But it's time to take my life back. I did it once before. Kicked 95mg methadone cold turkey.
How am I so stupid to wind up back here?
I thought I could chip and get away with it. But I'm not special. I'm an idiot. I'm getting a 3 day weekend. So hope to start withdrawal tomorrow and do the last 3 days over my days off. I want this so bad. I'm really done and need to stop before I destroy my life. I'll never be able to be an occasional user. I'm hoping you guys will talk me through it since I literally can tell no one in my real life. I work in the health field and one little leak and my career will end. They'd never let me near another patient. Thanks for reading. Hope to talk to you guys.
How am I so stupid to wind up back here?
I thought I could chip and get away with it. But I'm not special. I'm an idiot. I'm getting a 3 day weekend. So hope to start withdrawal tomorrow and do the last 3 days over my days off. I want this so bad. I'm really done and need to stop before I destroy my life. I'll never be able to be an occasional user. I'm hoping you guys will talk me through it since I literally can tell no one in my real life. I work in the health field and one little leak and my career will end. They'd never let me near another patient. Thanks for reading. Hope to talk to you guys.