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The quickie: First, this is some tough stuff to even post but here goes...45 yr old 20 years on cocaine/freebase and the dreaded word to type, crack. Don't stop reading yet please. Been completely off that nightmare near 6 years, but adding for complete disclosure (please leave judgement out) thanks.
About 4 years ago I went from dealing with everyday pain to chronic can't button clothes or brush my hair OMG that hurts like hell all day forget sleep for more than 2 hr int, severe pain. Started PM and opiate Tx about 3 yrs ago and at 50mcg fent + oxycodone prn, finally agreed to ACDF for severe pain and debilitating pins/needles exactly 1 yr ago this month. No Rx abuse or even thoughts of, until after surgery. The pins/needles gone same day as surgery but it was traded for an ice pick in my neck just below fusion and pain so bad it draws tears when I turn my head far right.
About 6 months ago I started smoking pot and my pain doc cut me cold turkey on Rx same day I had first post UA. Nice guy huh. I have continued with him for Epidurals only and at first sign of WD my fellow pian pt friend offered to sell me her Rx as she doesn't use them at all and desperately needs the money. Problem solved, nope just created. I finally have a new MRI scheduled next week but really sick of the whole deal.
The surgery alleviated the pins but made it all (new/old pain) much worse. My Dr is obviously a jerk and my trust level zero but he does a very effective epi. I'm going to self ween with Tramadol, yes that's right, but my troubles are two fold. One, I do very physical work and quitting my profession is NOT an option so I need some opiate alternative for pain relief and two ENERGY.
So, what's the best option in herbals for both and weening (although the tramadol has helped in the past but not to complete abstinence) ANY OTHER GOOD advice is very VERY welcome. Thanks in advance.
About 4 years ago I went from dealing with everyday pain to chronic can't button clothes or brush my hair OMG that hurts like hell all day forget sleep for more than 2 hr int, severe pain. Started PM and opiate Tx about 3 yrs ago and at 50mcg fent + oxycodone prn, finally agreed to ACDF for severe pain and debilitating pins/needles exactly 1 yr ago this month. No Rx abuse or even thoughts of, until after surgery. The pins/needles gone same day as surgery but it was traded for an ice pick in my neck just below fusion and pain so bad it draws tears when I turn my head far right.
About 6 months ago I started smoking pot and my pain doc cut me cold turkey on Rx same day I had first post UA. Nice guy huh. I have continued with him for Epidurals only and at first sign of WD my fellow pian pt friend offered to sell me her Rx as she doesn't use them at all and desperately needs the money. Problem solved, nope just created. I finally have a new MRI scheduled next week but really sick of the whole deal.
The surgery alleviated the pins but made it all (new/old pain) much worse. My Dr is obviously a jerk and my trust level zero but he does a very effective epi. I'm going to self ween with Tramadol, yes that's right, but my troubles are two fold. One, I do very physical work and quitting my profession is NOT an option so I need some opiate alternative for pain relief and two ENERGY.
So, what's the best option in herbals for both and weening (although the tramadol has helped in the past but not to complete abstinence) ANY OTHER GOOD advice is very VERY welcome. Thanks in advance.
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