hydroazuanacaine
bluelighter
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- May 17, 2007
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congrats, Grinders Kiefers.
today is my first without pot. the previous two days were resin hit only. i know it's not big and bad, but i already quit the big bad drugs. pot's always the last to go when getting sober. it's really fucking terrible for me because of mental illness. chronic use of it completely removes me from reality and not at all in a pleasent way. it's also really hard for me to quit because the acute affects are so soothing and it's not scary enough like benzo addiction to elicit caution.
so i feel horrible. no benzos. no pot. and no more opiates for a bit, which i don't have the same problem with but i've been using excessively the last few months. opiates hurt the wallet. i cannot eat, sleep, or focus. in a few weeks i won't be such a fucking crazy person. hopefully.
today is my first without pot. the previous two days were resin hit only. i know it's not big and bad, but i already quit the big bad drugs. pot's always the last to go when getting sober. it's really fucking terrible for me because of mental illness. chronic use of it completely removes me from reality and not at all in a pleasent way. it's also really hard for me to quit because the acute affects are so soothing and it's not scary enough like benzo addiction to elicit caution.
so i feel horrible. no benzos. no pot. and no more opiates for a bit, which i don't have the same problem with but i've been using excessively the last few months. opiates hurt the wallet. i cannot eat, sleep, or focus. in a few weeks i won't be such a fucking crazy person. hopefully.