Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
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- Nov 3, 1999
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That you're with your folks and have your support team checking in on you regularly is good enough AFAIC. It is really rather funny actually, you and I simply far to alike for words - I mean with the way you have described yourself and how you've been preparing for this. I felt exactly the same way, that I must be somewhere on the autism spectrum, when I was organizing my taper and detox off methadone (a very rigorous process that took about a year and a half - though it was next to painless).
I don't think you'll run into any problems that you won't be able to overcome. Not just with the stuff you have at your disposal, but with the knowledge you have on the issues that are involved and may come up during your detox. You've clearly done your homework! Knowledge is probably the single most important weapon when it comes to kicking. It's uncertainty about what is going on that really triggers the fear, stress and anxiety that makes the whole process so much harder.
Be careful with the phenibut, try not to over do it. Too much of that stuff will lead to a horrible, horrible, god awesome hangover. I have a feeling you'll really benefit from the ketamine once you're a few more days in and things get rough. IMO it should be the kind of thing you go to marked "in emergency" because it will take you straight out of the acute pain and discomfort of withdrawal, if only for a couple hours or so. More so than anything else you have though.
Sorry to hear about that nightmare. Stuff like that can be super jarring, and dreams tend to get a lot more vivid when we stop using and change our habits. But you can use the experience to your advantage by reflecting on how it is just a part of your process of integrating what you're doing changing your lifestyle so dramatically for the better by dealing with the kratom habit you've developed.
I don't think you'll run into any problems that you won't be able to overcome. Not just with the stuff you have at your disposal, but with the knowledge you have on the issues that are involved and may come up during your detox. You've clearly done your homework! Knowledge is probably the single most important weapon when it comes to kicking. It's uncertainty about what is going on that really triggers the fear, stress and anxiety that makes the whole process so much harder.
Be careful with the phenibut, try not to over do it. Too much of that stuff will lead to a horrible, horrible, god awesome hangover. I have a feeling you'll really benefit from the ketamine once you're a few more days in and things get rough. IMO it should be the kind of thing you go to marked "in emergency" because it will take you straight out of the acute pain and discomfort of withdrawal, if only for a couple hours or so. More so than anything else you have though.
Sorry to hear about that nightmare. Stuff like that can be super jarring, and dreams tend to get a lot more vivid when we stop using and change our habits. But you can use the experience to your advantage by reflecting on how it is just a part of your process of integrating what you're doing changing your lifestyle so dramatically for the better by dealing with the kratom habit you've developed.