I have had horrible PTSD from seeing my best friend die and I have been in and out of 4 inpatient psychwards I am addicted to Benzos and I take up to 20mg a day... (10 bars) I drink on them and it just doesn't do the job. I lost my girlfriend, high paying job, I've been in over 50 fights broken my nose had septoplasty all due to xanax. I can't help it. Tonight I am taking <snip> as I go out for a drink at the bar. I am 23 and I wish my life wouldn't end so short. I will be reading the comments for next few hours once parents are asleep I will be taking all medication.
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