I've got two weeks now, doing better then I was at 3 months as I'm determined to learn from my mistake and work on recovery twice as hard.
I pray all throughout the day, daily contact with people from Church and AA, church once a week, Bible study once a week, 2-3 meetings, watch games with my dad Sunday and usually one other time in the week, no talking to addicts, avoid triggering myself (browsing RC sites etc) working out a ton just going all in.
I laid off what I was doing last time in recovery, I wasn't doing enough but when I stopped that opened the door for the devil to play his tricks and he got me. This last run was the worst I've had, crushing guilt suicidal depression. I think now that I've tasted recovery it would be impossible for me to enjoy drugs again, and I'm at the point in my progression where I use I'm gambling with my life.
I was pouring piles of powder (dope and 3-meo-pcp) on a plate to numb the pain, thinking this might kill me, railing it anyway, and still being stuck in my own misery. The party was over years ago, time to start living life.