deadendgame
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jul 23, 2014
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- 356
I will admit that I am seriously fucked up in the head. I accept that. But there is nothing that I can do except keep trucking along. I called the suicide hotline many times. Do you know what they do? Nothing. What is worse is that they call 911, which brings me to that, the psych ward. Once you are admitted, they will start billing your insurance company immediately or if you don't have one, they will bill you until you get discharged. Once you are in there, the nurses and psychiatrists have absolute power over you. They won't discharge you until you are perceived to be mentally stable. I mean it's cool and chillax in there, but by the time you come out, that's when the problems hit you, like the bills, catching up on the time you lose, etc. And what about employment? No one wants to hire a crazy and/or retarded guy, and if you been to the psych ward, they will somehow know. Extremely hard to find a legit job. As you all know, being crazy is very unforgiving in today's society. You just can't be that. You have to act normal to be treated normal. I am seriously mad that I don't care about anybody. If one of my normal friends become crazy sometime in the future, I will berate them just as they are berating me. But still, people ask the question, well why don't you get help? Because help is expensive and help is not help! That psych ward is some kind of jail. If you do manage to get out of there, you realize that your life on the outside is all fucked up. I don't know, I really don't want to cause trouble for people. Just waiting for this stupid thing called life to end. I signed a DNR so that if I am revived retarded, I ain't coming back to the psych ward again, but I don't know if they will follow through on that. I also refused organ donation cuz ain't no one harvesting my shit. Excuse my craziness, but shit is forreal out there!
Also, do you want to know about your HIPPA privacy rights? You don't have it! I swear these healthcare professionals are some kind of assholes!
Also, do you want to know about your HIPPA privacy rights? You don't have it! I swear these healthcare professionals are some kind of assholes!