Hi i have start to roll molly since 2 months ago n i feel it is impressive, i love that feeling and i hope i am able to enjoy it every week. However when i go into the third roll , something happened. I am a very happy and super positive person in my real life, and full of love. However, on the third roll, something broken my heart, because i roll with a girl and she is going marry. I know i am not loving her but to be frank the sadness and dissapointment is there. However it become a starting point for my depression. Suddenly i feel the real life is so empty, i walk in the shopping mall alone, n the dead keep calling me to jump the floor, i was keep crying , i cannot be positive, i enter hyper depression mode, in the end i gain better, and i start my 4th roll, and 5th roll, in the end, my real life was ruined up because i got no happy emotional to handle my real life, all my friend see me character changes so fast, and i have nightmare every day. In the end i check the molly chemical and i realize it is about serotonin so i start to consume 5 htp one week ago. but now i still have the thinking to suicide, i stop myself, i keep increase my dose of 5htp, and now my real life still fucked up , how long does the 5htp will convert into serotonin?