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MDPV Megathread V12. MDPerV Harder

Good clean cocaine is wonderful as a social lubricant when used in moderation, a gram of good cocaine should last 2-4 people a night and you should be able to sleep fairly easily afterwards.

If you want to get completely stimulated with eyes popping out of your head and be very noticeable, twitching and fiending, cocaine probably isnt your drug, or you have no self control

Don't get me wrong, I've had good coke, very good coke, and many more times than I would care for... But it just doesn't quite sit with me. I don't find that it makes me paritcularly sociable, and given that that's probably its most attractive virtue, I'm just not too interested.

Of course I realise that for most people it very much does the trick, just not me, unfortunately. I hold no stigma against the drug, I'd just rather dose some amphetamine.
 
Don't get me wrong, I've had good coke, very good coke, and many more times than I would care for... But it just doesn't quite sit with me. I don't find that it makes me paritcularly sociable, and given that that's probably its most attractive virtue, I'm just not too interested.

Of course I realise that for most people it very much does the trick, just not me, unfortunately. I hold no stigma against the drug, I'd just rather dose some amphetamine.

It makes people dumb (numb?) but at the same time confident about their acute dumbness. So it is like a cross between weed and ethanol without the lingering nausea. Shulgin said he hated weed, because it made him dumb, I'm sure he would have similar feelings towards coke.

Yes there are worse drugs : For example those invented to mimic the effects of coke.
 
MDPV, peevee damn.. this drug almost took my Life and my family from me. And now im sitting all drug free and can control alcohol. Not did drugs in a long time. I Got my little 8 months old girl. I love my Life now. I hope for all Who having a hard time that they will get out from it and have the life they want. I Pray for the People that need it. Take Care ya all <3.

- Nick
 
Great to see you again Nick. So happy that everything is well for you man!
 
Tis great news Nick <3 it'd be nice to see more of you but totally understandable and for all the right reasons. You're doing well my man and that's great to see. Keep the love and positivity in your life. Much love to you man. Xxx
 
Yes great news Nicklazz! Long time no see, glad to hear your doing MUCH better. Congrats on the little one. :)
 
Thanks for all the love and support friends<3. I hope it is going good for ya all too. I will try to be more on BL :)

So seems like the ban of MDPV really helped getting People to drop getting it, since the thread is pretty much dead, it will appear it aint used that much anymore.
 
MDPV, peevee damn.. this drug almost took my Life and my family from me. And now im sitting all drug free and can control alcohol. Not did drugs in a long time. I Got my little 8 months old girl. I love my Life now. I hope for all Who having a hard time that they will get out from it and have the life they want. I Pray for the People that need it. Take Care ya all <3.

- Nick

Glad for you bud. I've read your posts for a long time here. I used at least as early and hard as you for a long long time, I just wasn't as active on this forum. Really great to hear you're in a better place :)
 
Glad for you bud. I've read your posts for a long time here. I used at least as early and hard as you for a long long time, I just wasn't as active on this forum. Really great to hear you're in a better place :)

Hey thanks im very good indeed :)

If u used as hard u must have had some crazy and hard times.. how are u now?

All the best from Nick
 
It’s great, that you, a Peevee Hardhead, a user and Fan and not just another Trainwreck of which we’ve seen and heard a lot of, live drug free completely but also has the balls to point out, it was one hell of a ride, one extraordinary thing and funnily not the Stimulant Overkill one could think it was but in fact not just a damn strong NDRI, but the strongest ever, which doesn’t mean it was Stimulant Hell, as it was a rather mellow, unique and special kind of stimulation, or effect it delivered, like nothing else and there were some and still are, who were able of not fail as so many did! It’s of course a sad fact and to a degree no surprise and understandable, for obvious reasons, handling issues and the like, improper use, all that aside - it was not the standard, but that did change nothing making it’s the prime example of a Compound being stigmatized the damn hell out of it... So one could say it’s for Stims what Heroin is for Opes - both carry risks that everyone knew about, had heard of, but instead of learning from others mistakes they did the same shit over and over again - I think it’s no shame but many of those are/were not even capable of saying truly that it’s not just the Compound per se but them also fucking shit up, like many - again and again and again... That happens with so much things in life, but we tend to lie to ourselves and others when it’s not taken into account that it’s not rarely a combination of things, more than a single factor defining the outcome, or not?

PV remains the most interesting Stim ever, for many reasons and not just it’s effects - it’s a kind of it’s own, outstanding and interesting,...hell, that stuff has neuroprotectant properties to it, showed no toxicity at all, that is not common within this Class of Compounds, to say at least!
 
I have been having the worst mdpv/porn binge cravings the last couple of days. Its been like 4 years since the last time I did mdpv and a couple years since my last stimulant binge.

This craving is driving me insane. I tried just masturbating to porn (with no stimulants) with the hope of some kind of relief but it didn't help. Like at all.

My dreams have been plagued with nightmares of almost using while being around naked people. During the day I find myself day dreaming constantly about it.

It's normal for me to think about mdpv/porn on a semi regular basis but these intense cravings started a couple days ago when I saw a woman on the street who momentarily reminded me of a particular porn scene I was fixated on during a heavy binge years ago.

Now I can't stop thinking about it. This is driving me bananas and I feel I'm gonna slip, buy whatever RC cathinone I can find, download lots of porn then go to town for a day or two.

Wouldn't be the end of the world to give into a short binge but I really don't want to. I've made it so long without caving... But I honestly don't know if I can make it through this recent intense craving. It's like torture.

Fucking MDPV. I miss the way you smell, the way you taste, the way you feel, the hyper sexuality, the delusions, the paranoia, everything. Fuck you.
 
Hey mate u doing great! So many years I am proud of you. We beat that shit and we will continue beating it. U can control the cravings dont give in to it. <3

I have been having the worst mdpv/porn binge cravings the last couple of days. Its been like 4 years since the last time I did mdpv and a couple years since my last stimulant binge.

This craving is driving me insane. I tried just masturbating to porn (with no stimulants) with the hope of some kind of relief but it didn't help. Like at all.

My dreams have been plagued with nightmares of almost using while being around naked people. During the day I find myself day dreaming constantly about it.

It's normal for me to think about mdpv/porn on a semi regular basis but these intense cravings started a couple days ago when I saw a woman on the street who momentarily reminded me of a particular porn scene I was fixated on during a heavy binge years ago.

Now I can't stop thinking about it. This is driving me bananas and I feel I'm gonna slip, buy whatever RC cathinone I can find, download lots of porn then go to town for a day or two.

Wouldn't be the end of the world to give into a short binge but I really don't want to. I've made it so long without caving... But I honestly don't know if I can make it through this recent intense craving. It's like torture.

Fucking MDPV. I miss the way you smell, the way you taste, the way you feel, the hyper sexuality, the delusions, the paranoia, everything. Fuck you.
 
Hey mate u doing great! So many years I am proud of you. We beat that shit and we will continue beating it. U can control the cravings dont give in to it. <3

Thanks Nicklazz <3 . I won't give in but I just couldn't take it anymore and I needed an outlet so I came here and whined.

It's good to hear from you again. We've struggled down similar paths and it was largely during the same time period. Glad we're both still around and it much better shape now.
 
FWIW, porn was never the reason I abused the living shit outta peev... but I made plenty use of that too. It's been several years (honestly not sure how many, mental block but it'll be posted around here somewhere) since I last used. For me the psychosis was always the vital component. If that included psychotic wankathons then so be it. But psychosis all the way no matter what.

Which is what I suspect the underlying issue is - at least for me: the obsessions, the rabbit holes, the psychoses. Other holes are available in all cases. I dunno, maybe I bounced back better than I had any right too but I honestly found it "fairly" (very, very relative) easy to find other outlets once I'd finally decided to kick the peev.

Those outlets came in many forms - almost all of which are glib and/or mindless which leads me to suspect they are very much individual - but they came. Trite as I know it sounds, they will for you too, MD_P <3
 
Can people still obtain MDPV? I've never seen it listed on foreign RC websites...(not thsy i would ever buy it if it was ...4 pro plus or a couple of scoops of pre-workout is enough "stims" for me.....jusy to stop falling asleep on nightshift you understand:))
 
Is Peevee still around? (Pervert powder)

I cannot really add to this but I will say one thing about peeve, imho this is the king of drugs. Heroin, freebase cocaine rewashed a few times (whippin') have nothing on it. The damn stuff sent me batshit crazy though, smoking for 8 days sure isn't great for your mental health or the way you smell. Then again giving yourself "self-pleasure" for 6 hours isn't great too =D ;)
 
AFAIK it seems to be more likely to die in search of than actually score sum Peev... unfortunately!
 
When you finally get access to your vendor site well over a year since you last logged in & see all those tasty a-pvp/mdpv powders all in their nice Hcl form & your thinking of the freebase fun your gonna have very soon.

“If you're going to try, go all the way. Otherwise, don't even start. This could mean losing girlfriends, wives, relatives and maybe even your mind. It could mean not eating for three or four days. It could mean freezing on a park bench. It could mean jail. It could mean derision. It could mean mockery--isolation. Isolation is the gift. All the others are a test of your endurance, of how much you really want to do it. And, you'll do it, despite rejection and the worst odds. And it will be better than anything else you can imagine. If you're going to try, go all the way. There is no other feeling like that. You will be alone with the gods, and the nights will flame with fire. You will ride life straight to perfect laughter. It's the only good fight there is.”
 
I have been having the worst mdpv/porn binge cravings the last couple of days. Its been like 4 years since the last time I did mdpv and a couple years since my last stimulant binge.

This craving is driving me insane. I tried just masturbating to porn (with no stimulants) with the hope of some kind of relief but it didn't help. Like at all.

My dreams have been plagued with nightmares of almost using while being around naked people. During the day I find myself day dreaming constantly about it.

It's normal for me to think about mdpv/porn on a semi regular basis but these intense cravings started a couple days ago when I saw a woman on the street who momentarily reminded me of a particular porn scene I was fixated on during a heavy binge years ago.

Now I can't stop thinking about it. This is driving me bananas and I feel I'm gonna slip, buy whatever RC cathinone I can find, download lots of porn then go to town for a day or two.

Wouldn't be the end of the world to give into a short binge but I really don't want to. I've made it so long without caving... But I honestly don't know if I can make it through this recent intense craving. It's like torture.

Fucking MDPV. I miss the way you smell, the way you taste, the way you feel, the hyper sexuality, the delusions, the paranoia, everything. Fuck you.

Dude it's scary how much I can relate to all of this. I remember most of you guys and I imagine some of you may remember me. I was one of the collective of PV obsessed souls. Haven't been around Bluelight much at all these days but I can report that I'm doing fairly well. After mdpv and apvp I moved on to to smoking some synth noids and/or cannabis for a while but I ended up quitting all drugs save for alcohol. I became the prototypical alcoholic, drinking all day and all night. I was medically detoxed like 5 times and 3 of those were inpatient rehab stays. I suppose I was drinking for 3 years or so. I've got about 90 days clean from booze which is really the longest I've been without a drink over those 3 rocky years. I don't think about drinking anymore.

But I think about MDPV. Even after all these years I still found myself drawn back into reading through the Stuffmonger thread (oh man what a debacle that was) and stumbling through some of the old MDPV megathreads. Was getting some sort of vicarious enjoyment reading how we were all so viciously addicted to MDPV. And man, I tell ya, if I could take that ride again I'd fucking do it. I yearn to boil that royal yellow oil straight off the foil. Feel that delicious YUMMY feeling as hit after hit feels better and better. Fall into that state of mind where EVERYTHING revolves around the foil. Life fades into the distance and all that matters is that next hit. That next blast. All other activities become absolutely secondary. Sexual psychosis. Powdered perversion. Deeper and deeper into the abyss. The shadow people must still be waiting for me to come back and see them. I imagine they are all around me right now, I just need a few nights of no sleep and 30 hits of MDPV to see them again.

Man oh man I miss ya MDPV. I'm tempted to explore some of the new PV analogs just to get a taste. Would love that pyrovalerone flavor descending my lungs. It's good to see you guys are stable. I remember Nicklazz, Shambles, and of course the man I quoted, MDPV_Psychosis. Surprised to see you guys still around but I'm pretty happy to see you guys are relatively okay. Miss everyone. I got that "coming home again" feeling hehe <3 <3 <3
 
Oh shit it's QuasiStoned. Good to hear from you. Glad to hear you are doing well.

I've heard some halfway good things about MDPHP and of course APHP is decent. Then there is also n ethyl hexedrone and n ethyl pentedrone. Of these I've only tried APHP which was pretty good but not quite as good as mdpv in my opinion. But that was a couple years ago now, I really need to stay away...
 
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