37.5mg hydrocodone, 60mg temazepam, 150mg diphenhydramine, 400mg Lyrica/pregabalin, 3ml 1-4,butanediol, a little wine, cigarettes, 2g of phenibut, 1.5g l-theanine, and 200mg ketoconazole+400mg cimetidine to potentiate hydrocodone
The ketoconazole makes the hydrocodone stronger but what it is really good at is increasing the duration of effects, much better than other potentiators I have used, and excellent for alprazolam (even better for some other benzos as it from what I remember increases the AUC of alprazolam about 4 fold - this is I believe a measure of total exposure to the drug - without increasing plasma levels much - which is an indication of its efficacy for increasing the duration of effects if I am understanding it right - and that has seemed clear from my experience). I also think I have read that ketoconazole increases the amount of hydromorphone produced by hydrocodone metabolism and slows its elimination/destruction because it is also PGP inhibitor. I'm wondering if that would also cause it to make loperamide active - I may be wrong but I think I read PGP inhibitors allow it to cross the blood-brain barrier. I need to read up on that as I don't remember if that is what does it or not.
e 1,4-BD (1,4-belligerent_drunk, as someone suggested!) makes me really intoxicated, and quickly too.
I find I like it quite a bit better than alcohol myself, though they feel quite a bit different to me, so I still want to use alcohol - usually in moderation - and if I mix the two, I won't have more than two servings of alcohol as they don't mix well with any more than that. 4ml is kind of a high dose for me, if I go much above 3ml I get shaky and have what I guess are myoclonic jerks. Maybe I am sensitive to it.
Going to briefly mention a forecast for the development of invest 91 in the Atlantic - from a telepathic animal if I am not being lied to - it becomes a tropical storm around 6:00PM Saturday (I assume either CDT or AST) and attains max sustained winds of 60mph. Won't say anything more since it is off topic, I just need to post it where some people can see it and I stupidly deleted my G+ account with my 30,000 followers last year and my new one only has 67 followers. Not sure if it is coming from Lucky, another telepathic animal, or a human who wants to give me bad info - I made a lot of good forecasts last year before it stopped working when so many humans started giving me bad forecasts that I could not do it anymore. If I can get good forecasts, I am going to start posting about this in the Bluelight blog in the future and if I do/learn anything of importance regarding telepathy in the future, that is where I will post it unless it is something very urgent or happening as a result of a trip I am having. The rest of this post is just addressing doubts people have about things I've said and accusations that I am lying. So stop reading if you don't want to see it, I'm not posting that kind of thing here again but if accused of making things up I will defend myself.
As for that insulin overdose, my blood glucose probably rose initially because I had eaten shortly before and it did not kill me because I decided to stay alive by eating sweets for the next 12 hours or so. Don't know why I didn't get sick any of the times I injected water mixed with feces and other nasty things, maybe just lucky, but I got a bad infection in my leg from injecting like half a cup of water or more into the same spot when I was maybe 15 years old and treated it myself by squeezing out the nasty brown liquid through hypodermic needles I inserted and taking antibiotics and that part of my leg is deformed from it (just saying I am not immune to infection from that kind of thing). And I will be finding out soon if my raccoon has bags in him unless the vet is covering it up (if none are found in x-ray, I am going to find another one to be sure. Don't want him to suffer but I hope they find them as they could be removed to stop it from happening and it may put a stop to it if exposed.
I know why most people have trouble believing the stuff about that government program I suspect exists, especially the part about putting bag implants into animals - and I have considered the possibility this is being done as a way for the mental institution to punish me for drug use because they use telepathy to harass me and have been doing so for the last 10 months - but telepathy is real and I know of other people on this site who are telepathic and there is definitely a program used by the mental institution to telepathically drug patients and inflict pain on them and I fear the raccoon that was switched is being used and tortured in this program. The only ways I can see to get him back is to find the bags or prove I can get accurate forecasts from the raccoon I have now (the same one I had before they switched them last year when I OD'd on 1,4-BDO and insulin due to death threats I got using Bluelight and with other telepathy - he took the syringe full of insulin away from me before I injected more and both of them made accurate forecasts but this one did most of them - due to certain behaviors, looks, and hair clumping up in the same spot I am almost certain I got him back but the one they took meant a lot to me and having him really helped me when I was going through/being put through a lot of bad shit).
And the raccoon is telepathic, I am going to try to get a video of him scratching out words to share with everyone. I don't know how I turn animals telepathic but I did it to my mom's dogs and the horse last year just by getting close to them while tripping on DPT - the dogs would always bark at me and the horse but on this occasion they wanted to lick me and they and the horse were licking each other. Now they occasionally bark out human words as do other dogs in my part of town. I heard one saying "Help me Bright Heart (certain people were calling me that and it stuck for a while)" and last week when I was expecting to get heroin I started running part of the song Heroin by The Velvet Underground through my head and a dog started howling "Heroin, it's my wife and it's my life". I also heard a bird on the electric wire say Bright Heart on one occasion last year and another one say the N-word last year. I'd like to get one of the dogs talking on video but they do it rarely. My bird also scratches out words sometimes. Psychedelics make you more telepathic but also seem to cause me to turn animals telepathic and I don't know how this works.
Some parts of this were posted because people think I was making up the insulin OD and injecting dirty stuff for attention and it has been quite a long time since I injected anything dirty as far as I remember. I don't do that shit to get attention on Bluelight but I've done some self-destructive things hoping it would get the institution to stop harassing me because talking it out with them is a fruitless endeavor. But it is now clear they don't give a fuck if they are hurting their patients or making them feel suicidal, they are control freaks who only care about your drug use - although the very intoxicating Seroquel is something they have harassed me for not taking. If you are telepathic, do anything you can to stay out of a mental institution because they will not leave you alone after you leave and I think they are the ones responsible for what is being done to the two raccoons because they wanted to punish me. So they made sure I had to see them suffer. And know there is at least one gone while I have to wonder what kind of Hell they are putting him through.
Anyway, I am going to start posting to my blog if I ever want to talk about experiences with telepathy or anything regarding the raccoons or government programs. I'll be writing about the various punishments I received while in the institution in detail their in a few days if anyone is interested in that - and there were a lot of those.
Not sure if there are any discussions in threads on telepathy, will look, I'm guessing if I wanted to start a thread on telepathy it would belong in the Philosophy and Spirituality section. One probably exists, though if there isn't one on animal telepathy I might want to make a thread in the appropriate place.
Update:
Smoking some weed
