undercoverrn
Greenlighter
- Joined
- May 3, 2016
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Hi, I've been on suboxone for 3 years, 8mg. Have a few times slipped off to delve into old habits, IV heroin, oxy, dilaudid, whatever. I can usually time the getting back on subs part pretty well to avoid precipitated w/d, but this time I messed up. I was off (subs) for 2 weeks, had come into a large amount of H and did that with much dedication. It was all gone, so I did my last wash of the cottons and went to bed. The next morning with the chills already starting I took 8mg of subs which threw me into w/d. Ok, I can deal with this, had some benzos, did more subs a few hours later, and some more later 24mg total...W/d never eased. That was yesterday. This am I had read about taking more opioids( fentanyl, dilaudid) to ease this, but that didn't help. More benzos and some more subs and today I feel better GI wise but still have anxiety, slight pupil dilation, hypersensitive skin, aches etc.
My question is, WTF? WHy isn't the bupe doing its thing? 1) im stuck in precipitated w/d 2) My tolerance was bumped up from the round the clock H binge...
If nothing else, it helps to write it out since I am hiding all of this from my wife, subs doc , etc.
My question is, WTF? WHy isn't the bupe doing its thing? 1) im stuck in precipitated w/d 2) My tolerance was bumped up from the round the clock H binge...
If nothing else, it helps to write it out since I am hiding all of this from my wife, subs doc , etc.