I cant begin to explain how terrifying it is to try to socialise at night and how frightening it is to be on your own;when there is no one to stand by you but yourself. If you're not partnered with anyone they assume you're game. I refuse to be a target - always.
A guy laughed in my face tonight when I was being stalked by a guy and I asked him for help. I have no faith in imitations of men; no respect for plastic men with no feeling.
I'll feel vulnerable but strong always. Its a choice; lest I destroy.