Alcohol and I, what an intense love affair.
Binge after binge all I could do was look at this bottle in despair. Still there was no feeling that could ever compare.
Devastating cracks, suffocating regrets
Living this life you lose every bet, but no matter how bad I felt I couldn't go back.
Seeing confusion and sadness in my babies eyes and the pain in my mothers voice, I still couldn't force myself to cry.
Selfish, painful, and so fucking shameful
This life isn't filled with puppies and rainbows
I could see the changes but was crushed by the weight of destruction
What a failed romance it was all just seduction
Two decades are gone, memories lost
Vanished
My head barely above water
I promise I'm okay
But I can barely breath and the water is getting hotter
I fell out of love with a hole in my chest
My best friend is gone
Oh, well it's for the best
And if I ever want to go back she will always be there
Waiting in the shadows somewhere in the dark anticipating to dig her claws through my heart
Binge after binge all I could do was look at this bottle in despair. Still there was no feeling that could ever compare.
Devastating cracks, suffocating regrets
Living this life you lose every bet, but no matter how bad I felt I couldn't go back.
Seeing confusion and sadness in my babies eyes and the pain in my mothers voice, I still couldn't force myself to cry.
Selfish, painful, and so fucking shameful
This life isn't filled with puppies and rainbows
I could see the changes but was crushed by the weight of destruction
What a failed romance it was all just seduction
Two decades are gone, memories lost
Vanished
My head barely above water
I promise I'm okay
But I can barely breath and the water is getting hotter
I fell out of love with a hole in my chest
My best friend is gone
Oh, well it's for the best
And if I ever want to go back she will always be there
Waiting in the shadows somewhere in the dark anticipating to dig her claws through my heart
