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People who enjoy Ice/Methamphetamine

VietDong

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Hi! I'm still new and hope this is an excepted topic but I wanted know if there are any other *users* out there that enjoy their speed and are able to sustain a healthy working lifestyle with it?

Thanks!!
 
Daily user, same full time job for 6 years, family, friends. I like to think of myself as a meth user not a "tweaker" haha
 
Daily user, same full time job for 6 years, family, friends. I like to think of myself as a meth user not a "tweaker" haha

Do you still get a "high" from it every day though? I hit a wall on the third day that I can't seem to get past
 
I just can't keep my shit together when using hard drugs. For me, the second I start using meth or heroin my life takes a a downward trajectory. It will start slow and gradually gain momentum until I'm in a full on nose dive. Actually, in the past few years I've been able to stop before things got too bad. But I have spent years of my life behind bars because of drugs. I can't do just a little. Sometimes I still try to regulate my intake but it doesn't last long and I just go all out.
 
If you sleep than yes...in my opinion. It might sound lame but the latest I will go to sleep is like 1 am. Which gives me 5 hours before work. I found that the insanity and strange behavior only came when I didnt sleep. So it was either give it up or make sure I sleep. Even someone who dosnt use acts strange without sleep and then when you use to stay up well thats where the insanity starts.
 
If you sleep than yes...in my opinion. It might sound lame but the latest I will go to sleep is like 1 am. Which gives me 5 hours before work. I found that the insanity and strange behavior only came when I didnt sleep. So it was either give it up or make sure I sleep. Even someone who dosnt use acts strange without sleep and then when you use to stay up well thats where the insanity starts.

It's definitely a good idea to get sleep. :)

It helps lower neurotransmitter levels, which is crucial for resetting the brain and preventing unwanted psychological effects. Very good for physical health too.

Needless to say I'm the "other kind" of user, who would like to stay up 5 to 7 days without sleep. :| I was pretty bad with it.
 
I can't seem to maintain a healthy lifestyle. I was supposed to go for a job interview on Monday (they called last Friday), I didn't call them back because I was too busy smoking meth. On the 5th day up and going to crash tonight here in a few hours. This is not a sustainable lifestyle and my usage keeps getting more frequent and frequent. I hate it so much but it's so hard to stay away.
 
The real question that i ask myself is "am i really happy in the life im living right now" but the answer when i use drugs on a long term even more the upper class will have a no definitely
 
I didn't call them back because I was too busy smoking meth.

The thing that always fascinated me the most about meth was that, with all the "extra time" it gives you (due to being awake all the time) you would think that tweakers would be extremely productive people...but in reality the opposite is true. They either don't do anything except use meth and indulge in their most base urges (often of a sexual nature), or they have many half-finished "tweaker projects" going on at once, none of which ever seem to reach completion. That's been my experience, anyway.
 
I was definitely someone who enjoyed this drug, though, at one point in my life. To this day I still probably consider high-purity (IV) d-methamphetamine to be the greatest high of any drug I've ever tried, and I've tried quite a few. The problem is the terrible toll that it eventually takes on you both mentally and physically. I'm done with it and I'm glad to be done with it. *shrug*
 
The thing that always fascinated me the most about meth was that, with all the "extra time" it gives you (due to being awake all the time) you would think that tweakers would be extremely productive people...but in reality the opposite is true. They either don't do anything except use meth and indulge in their most base urges (often of a sexual nature), or they have many half-finished "tweaker projects" going on at once, none of which ever seem to reach completion. That's been my experience, anyway.

I know, right? I think about this every time I use meth. Perhaps I use too much, I honestly think it's the euphoria that makes me a useless POS on meth. I just sit on IRC and talk to people - 2 weeks I did it for 60 hours straight, barely moving. Once I feel euphoria all I want to do is go on my mission to find the best porn video the internet has to offer or chat my head off to people. I could have got so much stuff done EVERY time I've done meth but ..nope, not happening. Amphetamine is a lot better for productivity I guess. It's gotta be the euphoria..

I definitely have to take a step back and reconsider all of this. I am getting too far deep into it I believe. It doesn't help when one of your only friends is a dealer, too. I think it's time to cut people out of my life but that's gonna be really hard. I can't live like this. Glad you got out of the stuff and I hope I one day can, too.
 
For a while at the start when I was more productive and energetic at work but within months I was showing up late or missing days from crashing after a long bender. I got a lot of deep writing done on it and art. But after a while it was all I did all day. Sometimes I miss the good days on it but then I remind myself how bad the hell days got and I too nosedive when I start using anything again at rapid speed like manageable to disaster in two weeks.
 
I enjoy the high, especially smoked. But it was the only chemical to almost get its teeth into me. I realised what was happening and stopped. Very occasionally i will take some oral as you cannot get any other form of speed here. Once a year in Thailand i will go on a binge. Buy a gram of 90%+ pure ice for sweet fuck all and have a week of debauchery. I dont advise people go do that but i speak thai and know the country well enough to avoid trouble. So yes i like the drug but i think if you get into it in a regular way its a bitch that will slap you hard.
 
In short no I don't think so. I personally believe it takes someone with incredible discipline not to let ice mess up their life.

I was introduced to it about 6 months ago. Within one month I had moved in with an addict where the drug was on tap. I was sleeping but not a lot, always tired and falling asleep at my desk, pretty much just hating life. I tried to stop using cold turkey and would secretly use whilst telling my friends how great I was doing. Two months later I lost my job.

I realised I was using the drug (daily) in a really negative way. Felt sad - had some, felt angry - had some. I was relying on it to numb the reality of other emotions I was feeling... The same way some people use alcohol I suppose. This was an epiphany to me.

I decided to make some rules for myself but nothing too restrictive. Firstly I have a few close friends that know I use it but they don't themselves. I use around them when I want to - removing the stigma of my "dirty secret" made me desire it less! I also have promised to tell them if I ever feel like I'm losing control and I stand by this. Secondly I make sure I always sleep / have time to recover if I decide to go on a bit of a bender (I love nothing more than staying awake when everyone else is asleep and I do productive/enjoyable things like online courses, researching, learning, writing, watching documentaries or sometimes just relaxing to music). Thirdly and most importantly I do not allow myself to use when I am sad/lonely/upset or engage in any compulsive/negative behaviours like skin picking or focusing on anything that makes me unhappy.

I have gone from daily use to... well I don't know to be frank. I just use when I want to which results in me getting through about 1gram every 4-5 weeks. I started my own business which is doing well, I have pets I look after, I exercise, eat well, maintain good relationships and a social life with my friends and to be honest I'm probably the happiest I've been in years.

I don't feel like I'm fighting a battle or that ice controls me anymore. I always have some at home but tend to forget about it haha. I guess I view it the same way as a bottle of wine in my fridge if that makes sense?! I pretty much just use on weekends around other friends who are also getting high but on other drugs and on occasion I'll stay up all night and enjoy the high whilst doing something creative / productive.

However... my lifestyle (ie working for myself) allows me to use as and when I want and also means I can recover if I need the extra sleep. I think if you had a 9-5 job it would be really difficult to maintain any hard drug use. And if you made it into work every day you wouldn't be performing at a very high standard.
 
My step-dad has kept a very good job, a family, a house etc. on ice but my boyfriend is a tweaker and beat me because he couldn't get his fix. I've never liked it but never lost my mind on it either, I prefer heroin.
 
I was definitely someone who enjoyed this drug, though, at one point in my life. To this day I still probably consider high-purity (IV) d-methamphetamine to be the greatest high of any drug I've ever tried, and I've tried quite a few. The problem is the terrible toll that it eventually takes on you both mentally and physically. I'm done with it and I'm glad to be done with it. *shrug*

Agreed, I've only tried it twice (IV, high purity) because I feared addiction. I made sure I could only obtain the stuff one time since I'd had problems with regular amphetamines in the past. But quite possibly the best high out there. The rush is amazing.
 
Over many years, I've restricted use only to specific times when I'm going to be participating in basically a gay sex marathon orgy. If I kept it to those times it worked out well. That said, it does occassionally seep out into my larger life by causing me to make choices that are not optimal for 'regular' life. Also - I wonder about the effect this has on sex for me. NOTHING compares to sex on meth with several hot guys together. I would say I can't really compare my daily sex with husband - so what does that do to my perception of sex ? Is typical sex thus devalued ? In summary - it is possible to compartmentalize if you are an extremely strong willed person, however, life seems to be better without the imposed constraint.

//CCJ
 
Similar to what CCJ said. Weekly at most, 24-hr iv meth sex binge.
Have to let the tanks refill and the receptors heal.
 
Agreed, I've only tried it twice (IV, high purity) because I feared addiction. I made sure I could only obtain the stuff one time since I'd had problems with regular amphetamines in the past. But quite possibly the best high out there. The rush is amazing.
IV DMT and IV meth = best rushes.
 
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