Hi,
I would appreciate any help/advice you can offer me. I have taken MDMA numerous times and have only had positive experiences my relationship with drugs was good - no bad experiences. Well that was until about 8 months ago I attended a festival where I took a load of MDMA in powder form. Putting it in my drink, dabbing etc. I went unbelievably paranoid and remained paranoid for about a week after. Whenever I think back to how I felt I feel physically sick. I was told later that there was a load of dodgy MDMA going around containing PCP. I have been too scared to take any drugs since the experience was truly horrific. I never want to feel like that again! I thought I had given my mind and body enough time to recover so decided to have a go of weed. I again went back to feeling extremely paranoid anxious similar to how I felt in the festival although not on the same level. Can anyone offer some advice on how to get over this?
I would appreciate any help/advice you can offer me. I have taken MDMA numerous times and have only had positive experiences my relationship with drugs was good - no bad experiences. Well that was until about 8 months ago I attended a festival where I took a load of MDMA in powder form. Putting it in my drink, dabbing etc. I went unbelievably paranoid and remained paranoid for about a week after. Whenever I think back to how I felt I feel physically sick. I was told later that there was a load of dodgy MDMA going around containing PCP. I have been too scared to take any drugs since the experience was truly horrific. I never want to feel like that again! I thought I had given my mind and body enough time to recover so decided to have a go of weed. I again went back to feeling extremely paranoid anxious similar to how I felt in the festival although not on the same level. Can anyone offer some advice on how to get over this?