heyitsunfortunate
Greenlighter
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- Feb 12, 2016
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Please help me out!!! ?
Hi I'm new to this but, I've been smoking weed since I was literally 13. I'm 21 now, but I never used to smoke it how I do now, I never really cared for it like that, in fact, I used to hate it, even when I'd smoke it.
But I don't know what happened, as of last year, going through so many problems, I randomly picked up on smoking weed, doing Coke, adderal, Xanax, loratabs, promethazine, Percocets, and all of other those drugs, I haven't felt the need or urge to take any of those drugs, except weed.
I can't stop smoking weed and I would be okay with that if it wasn't for the fact that some dumb bitch got me pulled over so basically, now, i have a court date February 23rd, for weed, which I rescheduled the first time because I literally CANT STOP SMOKING.
It's so depressing because I'm literally playing with my life here, I could go to Fucking jail just because I smoked weed when I could've stopped. But I literally can't stop, if i stop, I will have hot flashes at night, I'm the biggest asshole on this planet when I'm not on it, I literally am like a demon and I'll say shit that is so horrible, then won't even remember what I said. I won't be able to sleep or eat or any of that, and I'm literally 115 pounds at 21 as if that's not being a skeleton already.
I seriously have to smoke weed every 20 minutes, as soon as I wake up, as soon as I get in my car, as soon as I get to the highway after leaving my neighborhood, literally everywhere I am, I have to be high ( that's what my brain says to me) I know it's all in my head but I can't fight a battle with something that has the ability to have more power than me within. Has anyone else had this problem? I hope people read this cause I'll be so pissed off if no one notices this. By the way no to rehab and no to any of the drug and alcohol classes.
Hi I'm new to this but, I've been smoking weed since I was literally 13. I'm 21 now, but I never used to smoke it how I do now, I never really cared for it like that, in fact, I used to hate it, even when I'd smoke it.
But I don't know what happened, as of last year, going through so many problems, I randomly picked up on smoking weed, doing Coke, adderal, Xanax, loratabs, promethazine, Percocets, and all of other those drugs, I haven't felt the need or urge to take any of those drugs, except weed.
I can't stop smoking weed and I would be okay with that if it wasn't for the fact that some dumb bitch got me pulled over so basically, now, i have a court date February 23rd, for weed, which I rescheduled the first time because I literally CANT STOP SMOKING.
It's so depressing because I'm literally playing with my life here, I could go to Fucking jail just because I smoked weed when I could've stopped. But I literally can't stop, if i stop, I will have hot flashes at night, I'm the biggest asshole on this planet when I'm not on it, I literally am like a demon and I'll say shit that is so horrible, then won't even remember what I said. I won't be able to sleep or eat or any of that, and I'm literally 115 pounds at 21 as if that's not being a skeleton already.
I seriously have to smoke weed every 20 minutes, as soon as I wake up, as soon as I get in my car, as soon as I get to the highway after leaving my neighborhood, literally everywhere I am, I have to be high ( that's what my brain says to me) I know it's all in my head but I can't fight a battle with something that has the ability to have more power than me within. Has anyone else had this problem? I hope people read this cause I'll be so pissed off if no one notices this. By the way no to rehab and no to any of the drug and alcohol classes.
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