First time alcohol/weed blackout -- no knowledge of what I did

[GoddessLSD-XTC]

I heard of people blacking out but never understood what it meant. It doesn't mean you pass out, it means your brain goes into a funny mode where you can function but not remember what you did.

So I was really excited, happy and started drinking and smoking weed before noon, didn't eat anything all day.

By 4pm I don't remember a thing except falling on the floor and thinking: good thing you're not hurt.

Woke up in bed at 4am hungry. Went to my party-house-office (it's the guesthouse) and noticed two beers on the floor next to my chair, a soup bowl and two more beers in a six-pack. That means a friend came over and we drank beers! I also made food and don't remember it! Don't remember going to bed either.

Next day I asked my friend what happened. He said I acted normal, lol. Said I told him I wanted to save the world, which is normal for me, lol.

My guess I had one beer for lunch, about 8-ounces of wine and two or three ounces of vodka before the friend came over. That's not much for me. I suppose my excitement put me over, put my brain on "automatic".

Next time I'm feeling "happy" I'm gonna watch what I'm doing!

 

[Apollo16]

Blacking out is one of the most awful feelings. I spent much of december 2014-may 2015 in benzo/alcohol induced blackouts. Lost lifelong friends, fathers side of my family consider me a major loser, almost got arrested, did all manner of reckless things. I know precisley how you feel, there is nothing scarier than exiting a blackout and not knowing what you have done.

 

[Burnt Offerings]

It's an alcohol blackout...weed really has nothing to do with it...

 

[PriestTheyCalledHim]

Blackouts suck, and are scary.

It happened because you drank way too much alcohol at once, and are an alcoholic. Stay safe Goddess-LSD-XTC.

 

[nuttynutskin]

What's really fun is to have whole months that you don't remember.