Disocio0
Bluelighter
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- Oct 20, 2012
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I had just run out of the last of my kratom. I have been taking a half kilo every 2 - 3 weeks for about 2 years; no breaks. My plan was to take DXM to get me through the first few days that I knew would be hell.
About an hour from the new year I slipped out of the party my family was having and drank a big bottle of Delsym. 888 mgs and excitedly waiting for it to kick in. An hour late while I was playing the guitar it hit me. It hit hard I was unable to speak normally as new people arrived and introduced themselves to me. I got a lot of awkward looks while shaking hands and making small talk with the new arrivals. I said I was tired after th countdown to the new year happened and excuses myself. I drove to town and bought a bottle of Robitussin and drank it in two gulps. Driving home was strange the road seemed way two small. I got back to my camper and laid down and listened to music. It was a fantastically long and beautiful trip. At 5 in the morning I took 3 adderall and drove to my girlfriends house so I didn't have to be around my family
The adderall brought me back to reality somewhat. The next day I drank two more bottles of Delsym about 4 hours apart. I didn't lay down this time instead my girl and I drove around to different store to shop for our new house. I was so out of it. People around me looked like statues. I hid my dilated pupils behind yellow aviator sunglasses. Later that night I was Abe to get about 6 hours of sleep after I took 15 mgs of zyprexa. When I woke up I immediately took a bottle of robitussin and 40 mgs of adderall. From this point on its extremely foggy. I remember arriving home and loading up a .308, a 20 gauge shotgun and headed into the woods to shoot. I filmed myself with my phone and ended up getting snow in it and breaking it. After shoot I took 12 mgs of klonopin and fell asleep when I awoke at 4:00 pm I drank another 1,000 or so mgs of DEX and let the music control the trip.
I thought I was going to have a mental breakdown when I came to 6 hours later and I don't know how I didn't. I don't think ill ever take DEX again after this. I'm still withdrawing from kratom now but I won't turn to DXM again. I found a video on my phone sometime later that I took sometime on the third day saying that I lost my mind and that I was going to check myself into a mental hospital. Luckily I didn't. Never again.
About an hour from the new year I slipped out of the party my family was having and drank a big bottle of Delsym. 888 mgs and excitedly waiting for it to kick in. An hour late while I was playing the guitar it hit me. It hit hard I was unable to speak normally as new people arrived and introduced themselves to me. I got a lot of awkward looks while shaking hands and making small talk with the new arrivals. I said I was tired after th countdown to the new year happened and excuses myself. I drove to town and bought a bottle of Robitussin and drank it in two gulps. Driving home was strange the road seemed way two small. I got back to my camper and laid down and listened to music. It was a fantastically long and beautiful trip. At 5 in the morning I took 3 adderall and drove to my girlfriends house so I didn't have to be around my family
The adderall brought me back to reality somewhat. The next day I drank two more bottles of Delsym about 4 hours apart. I didn't lay down this time instead my girl and I drove around to different store to shop for our new house. I was so out of it. People around me looked like statues. I hid my dilated pupils behind yellow aviator sunglasses. Later that night I was Abe to get about 6 hours of sleep after I took 15 mgs of zyprexa. When I woke up I immediately took a bottle of robitussin and 40 mgs of adderall. From this point on its extremely foggy. I remember arriving home and loading up a .308, a 20 gauge shotgun and headed into the woods to shoot. I filmed myself with my phone and ended up getting snow in it and breaking it. After shoot I took 12 mgs of klonopin and fell asleep when I awoke at 4:00 pm I drank another 1,000 or so mgs of DEX and let the music control the trip.
I thought I was going to have a mental breakdown when I came to 6 hours later and I don't know how I didn't. I don't think ill ever take DEX again after this. I'm still withdrawing from kratom now but I won't turn to DXM again. I found a video on my phone sometime later that I took sometime on the third day saying that I lost my mind and that I was going to check myself into a mental hospital. Luckily I didn't. Never again.
