I'm high on sleep deprivation. Seriously, I must be out of my mind; my last final exam is tomorrow morning and I'm looking at 4 hours of sleep if im lucky. What the hell am I doing on bluelight? Your guess is as good as mine. Test anxiety leads to really bad insomnia for me. Thank goodness there's only one exam left this semester.
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-Started this morning with 300mg Gabapentin, 200mg R-Modafinil, a cup of coffee and some nicotine.
-Periodic nicotine breaks while studying for/taking finals. Plus another coffee.
-I get home from school and take 15mg Adderall IR (half snorted half sublingual), yet another coffee, .25mg Clonazepam because now I have the jitters, and a dab. And I'm on my merry way to work, puffing nicotine the whole way there.
-Work was work. I get back for a study sesh with my friend, we both each snort 15mg Adderall (bringing my total today to 30mg) and drink coffee and study our brains out. Around midnight I decide fuck it, take a dab and 300mg Gabapentin and .75mg Clonazepam and smoke a bowl of indica.
-Its 4 in the morning and I can't fall asleep, the fuck am I doing? I have to be up by like 9 at the latest tomorrow
-Time to bust out some more sleeping meds. I just took another .5mg Clonazepam, 100mg L-Theanine, 12.5mg Doxylamine, 30mg DXM hbr, 650mg APAP, and a few more hits of indica.
-And now my eyelids are getting droopy (I think it's the doxylamine honestly, I've built up quite the Clonazepam tolerance) but anyway off to bed, nighty night BLers.