kace
Bluelighter
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- Jun 12, 2010
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Hey guys. I used to be a massive stoner, I loved the herb and smoked every day. The worst side effect I got was anxiety and slight paranoia.
Yesterday, I smoked ONE joint with my dealer/friend. I got so fucked, from one damn spliff, I ended up having to leave my car and walk home.
It sucked. I could hear voices talking about me, I thought I was walking towards a police car (it 100% looked like one, till I got close and realised I was hallucinating and I was actually looking at street lamps!). I thought everyone was looking at me acting fucked up and talking about what a state I was. Then, I 'saw' a head/ body, that wasn't there, which turned back into some stones/ shadows.
I know it's funny, but man it really freaked me out. I swear I was getting schizophrenic symptoms, right?
What the actual fuck?! I know cannabis is linked to psychedelics, but never in my 10 years of being a stoner have I experienced any of that.
Am I turning schizophrenic? Would I become schizo if I continued to smoke?
I've quit heroin, and I really wanted to get back into smoking herb on occasion to unwind. Just not if it makes me mental.
Edit : I have never believed that cannabis by itself *causes* schizophrenia, or all that dramatized crap on the bad effects of cannabis. However, I do think it can potentiate pre-existing mental health problems.. and, whilst I have never had any schizophrenic symptoms whilst sober, I have had really bad anxiety & depression.. I've screwed around with drugs -a lot-, (had a seizure from rapid benzo taper, was very screwed up from that), I've acted on suicidal thoughts many times, and am probably quite fucked up.
I don't know.. do you guys think weed could trigger a fragile mental state? :/
Yesterday, I smoked ONE joint with my dealer/friend. I got so fucked, from one damn spliff, I ended up having to leave my car and walk home.
It sucked. I could hear voices talking about me, I thought I was walking towards a police car (it 100% looked like one, till I got close and realised I was hallucinating and I was actually looking at street lamps!). I thought everyone was looking at me acting fucked up and talking about what a state I was. Then, I 'saw' a head/ body, that wasn't there, which turned back into some stones/ shadows.
I know it's funny, but man it really freaked me out. I swear I was getting schizophrenic symptoms, right?
What the actual fuck?! I know cannabis is linked to psychedelics, but never in my 10 years of being a stoner have I experienced any of that.
Am I turning schizophrenic? Would I become schizo if I continued to smoke?
I've quit heroin, and I really wanted to get back into smoking herb on occasion to unwind. Just not if it makes me mental.
Edit : I have never believed that cannabis by itself *causes* schizophrenia, or all that dramatized crap on the bad effects of cannabis. However, I do think it can potentiate pre-existing mental health problems.. and, whilst I have never had any schizophrenic symptoms whilst sober, I have had really bad anxiety & depression.. I've screwed around with drugs -a lot-, (had a seizure from rapid benzo taper, was very screwed up from that), I've acted on suicidal thoughts many times, and am probably quite fucked up.
I don't know.. do you guys think weed could trigger a fragile mental state? :/
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