manboychef
Bluelighter
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- May 15, 2013
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Doom and despair come in recovery...It is the same in active use. You are a human, you have feelings. It is figuring out how sober you deals with them, which will generally be a lot better than using you. I mean as addicts our only recourse to feeling anything was to get high, now we gotta figure out what works.
For me it is gardening. Whenever I feel really down, or I hit a bump in my recovery I go out into my garden. It is something that I built that I love. To give it the water it needs gives me the help I need. To watch my plants grow is like watching myself grow and change with them.
If you feel despair all the time, you might want to see a doctor. Sometimes it may be an imbalance in your brain. I take zoloft, which works.
For me it is gardening. Whenever I feel really down, or I hit a bump in my recovery I go out into my garden. It is something that I built that I love. To give it the water it needs gives me the help I need. To watch my plants grow is like watching myself grow and change with them.
If you feel despair all the time, you might want to see a doctor. Sometimes it may be an imbalance in your brain. I take zoloft, which works.