rockstarpower
Greenlighter
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- Aug 27, 2015
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hello, i have been experimenting with rc for about a month and a half, i havent taken any for about two weeks.
during mostly every acid trip i had there was this feeling that i was a bit insane, reality is so distant during trips that i felt i could easily be in a crazy home even though i thought i was with my friends at a park. i wasnt super worried about latent psychosis up until i did a bottle of dxm(delsym) but ive had a bit of a crazy streak in life anyways so im not sure if im vulnerable to a psychotic break.
when taking acid im used to feeling a bit crazy but i always fight it off (should I?)
after i wake up i always feel close to normal with no signs of insanity
when i took dxm it lasted forever! the trippy crazy feeling didint start until i had a daytime smokeout with my two friends i was robotripping with at another friends house.
we all (me and my two friends) felt the exact same trip which was scary and comforting.
i can best explain it this way: we felt totally animated and as if nothing was real, we felt as if we were having a great time dying, and everything was beautiful and slightly off.
i went to sleep that night (still feeling pretty strong affects) and when i woke up i felt completely the same! i was with my family so i was freaking out a bit inside and just hoped not to get too detached from things, it wasnt as strong as the crazy feeling during the smokeout but it was scarier because i used to view sleep as a cure all. it took me about four days to fully recover and i want to know if its a possibilty that ill go crazy on these drugs (mostly dxm) or is this feeling of being crazy normal for early users. i also want to know if its ok for me to fully embrace the feeling of tripping and not be distracted by keeping myself grounded in realty
during mostly every acid trip i had there was this feeling that i was a bit insane, reality is so distant during trips that i felt i could easily be in a crazy home even though i thought i was with my friends at a park. i wasnt super worried about latent psychosis up until i did a bottle of dxm(delsym) but ive had a bit of a crazy streak in life anyways so im not sure if im vulnerable to a psychotic break.
when taking acid im used to feeling a bit crazy but i always fight it off (should I?)
after i wake up i always feel close to normal with no signs of insanity
when i took dxm it lasted forever! the trippy crazy feeling didint start until i had a daytime smokeout with my two friends i was robotripping with at another friends house.
we all (me and my two friends) felt the exact same trip which was scary and comforting.
i can best explain it this way: we felt totally animated and as if nothing was real, we felt as if we were having a great time dying, and everything was beautiful and slightly off.
i went to sleep that night (still feeling pretty strong affects) and when i woke up i felt completely the same! i was with my family so i was freaking out a bit inside and just hoped not to get too detached from things, it wasnt as strong as the crazy feeling during the smokeout but it was scarier because i used to view sleep as a cure all. it took me about four days to fully recover and i want to know if its a possibilty that ill go crazy on these drugs (mostly dxm) or is this feeling of being crazy normal for early users. i also want to know if its ok for me to fully embrace the feeling of tripping and not be distracted by keeping myself grounded in realty
