frankmilton
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I googled this, but did not quite find the answer i was seeking so i am posting this question myself.
here's a brief history of my drug use.
i have been a pothead for a few years now and in the past few months, things just got out of control.
i suppose my tolerance was simply too high and i was looking to get more "f*cked up."
so i started mixing weed with psychedelics.
fyi, i was using psychedelics before "the past few months," but i always kept them moderate and used them to "learn."
and i mostly used lsd for that.
however, in the past few months, i've gotten more into mushrooms.
as you can imagine, anxiety whilst on mushrooms was the biggest issue since both my physical and mental health were pretty much sh*t.
so i started mixing xanax on top of weed and psychedelics.
im not gonna lie. i had a few good trips, but more bad ones.
my life was so out of control that there was this time when i ate an ounce of very potent penis envy mushrooms in 3 days.
and i lemon teked them all <-------- why did i do that?(shaking my head)
i cant really elaborate every single dosage i dropped in the past few months because my memory during that period of time is really hazy and blank-y.
however, back to the present.
i had MANY anxiety attacks during those mushroom trips to the point where my skin felt like burning.
i thought this was some kind of allergic reaction to mushrooms, but it turned out to be anxiety attacks.
apparently, adrenaline can cause the burning sensation on the skin.
anyways, back to the present.
i am now clean of weed for 11 days and mushrooms for 12 days.
however, i am still dealing with minor anxiety attacks and the headache i get from the anxiety.
i have been running about 8-9 km daily on the track, not treadmill, and it really helps, but the effects of running wear off after a few hours, then comes the anxiety.
i somewhat believe that i am still traumatized from those bad trips i had, where i had to deal with the anxiety attack, and that is what causing my current discomfort.
i also believe that LSD is the key to solving this problem.
i have ocd so i tend to fixate on ideas.
i believe that LSD can somewhat "reset" my mentality and calm me down because i never had a bad trip on lsd except for my very first one, during which i was overwhelmed, and every time i did LSD, i somewhat became a new, better person.
i am struggling to decide whether i should take 1, 1 and a half, or 2 tabs though.
a single tab contain 125 ug of very clean LSD, and i can vouch for that because i have done it more than just a few times.
this anxiety is giving me headache, head pressure, ear pressure, and eye pressure, and is gradually driving me insane.
i havent slept properly for about two weeks now as well.
i suppose i could go see a doctor and get myself some benzo, but i just cant deal with any more substance dependence in my life right now.
could someone please comment on my situation?
here's a brief history of my drug use.
i have been a pothead for a few years now and in the past few months, things just got out of control.
i suppose my tolerance was simply too high and i was looking to get more "f*cked up."
so i started mixing weed with psychedelics.
fyi, i was using psychedelics before "the past few months," but i always kept them moderate and used them to "learn."
and i mostly used lsd for that.
however, in the past few months, i've gotten more into mushrooms.
as you can imagine, anxiety whilst on mushrooms was the biggest issue since both my physical and mental health were pretty much sh*t.
so i started mixing xanax on top of weed and psychedelics.
im not gonna lie. i had a few good trips, but more bad ones.
my life was so out of control that there was this time when i ate an ounce of very potent penis envy mushrooms in 3 days.
and i lemon teked them all <-------- why did i do that?(shaking my head)
i cant really elaborate every single dosage i dropped in the past few months because my memory during that period of time is really hazy and blank-y.
however, back to the present.
i had MANY anxiety attacks during those mushroom trips to the point where my skin felt like burning.
i thought this was some kind of allergic reaction to mushrooms, but it turned out to be anxiety attacks.
apparently, adrenaline can cause the burning sensation on the skin.
anyways, back to the present.
i am now clean of weed for 11 days and mushrooms for 12 days.
however, i am still dealing with minor anxiety attacks and the headache i get from the anxiety.
i have been running about 8-9 km daily on the track, not treadmill, and it really helps, but the effects of running wear off after a few hours, then comes the anxiety.
i somewhat believe that i am still traumatized from those bad trips i had, where i had to deal with the anxiety attack, and that is what causing my current discomfort.
i also believe that LSD is the key to solving this problem.
i have ocd so i tend to fixate on ideas.
i believe that LSD can somewhat "reset" my mentality and calm me down because i never had a bad trip on lsd except for my very first one, during which i was overwhelmed, and every time i did LSD, i somewhat became a new, better person.
i am struggling to decide whether i should take 1, 1 and a half, or 2 tabs though.
a single tab contain 125 ug of very clean LSD, and i can vouch for that because i have done it more than just a few times.
this anxiety is giving me headache, head pressure, ear pressure, and eye pressure, and is gradually driving me insane.
i havent slept properly for about two weeks now as well.
i suppose i could go see a doctor and get myself some benzo, but i just cant deal with any more substance dependence in my life right now.
could someone please comment on my situation?
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