Rockyturbo703
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Let me first start off by thanking everyone who took time out of their day to read this post. I would also like to state that prior to taking 25I I have never had any experience with psychedelics and this would be my first post ever on blue light but I've been a frequent lurker. The experience that I had was so traumatizing that the only way I could get it off my chest is to share the experience with everyone here and receive feedback from people who might've had similar things happen to them. I would also like to apologize for the terrible grammar and sentence/paragraph structure as this is my first post on Bluelight and I'm currently writing this on my phone.
Here we go, so a couple weeks ago my buddies and I made the trip out from Virginia to Manchester, Tenessee in order to attend Bonnaroo. The trip was around ten hours and we barely got any sleep on the car ride there. Let me also note that the only thing we brought with us on the trip down was a bunch of bud light and Smirnoff handles. We didn't want to bother bringing anything with us because it would be our first time at Bonnaroo and we weren't sure what security was like. And let me say that Bonnaroo security (volunteers) were a joke. At the check in booth all they did was ask us to open up the truck but they didn't bother checking any coolers or backpacks. We were able to successfully set up camp and we were ready for what was ahead.
Thursday at Bonnaroo was great. We saw many acts including Tove Lo, who was great and shows like Gramatik and the silent disco. By this point all I've had in my system were a fuck ton of beers and vodka.
Here's where shit starts going south for me. It was Friday and I was super excited because deadmau5 was coming on at 12AM and would play till 1:30. He is my favorite all time artist and I could not wait to see him. I had prepared a deadmau5 totem and was ready to rage and listen to his classic track "Strobe".
By this point it was 4:30PM in the afternoon and the scorching heat graced across all of Bonnaroo. I've had about 12 beers throughout the whole day and Im feeling good. Me and my buddies are relaxing at out campsite talking until our neighbor joins in on our conversation. We start talking about how my buddy and I wanted to try some psychedelics just for tonight because deadmau5 was playing and we wanted to experience it in a whole nother level. And let me tell you how disappointed now for wishing that. So the guy offered to give us free hits of a substance that we've never heard of before. He called it 25i, being drunk as fuck I yelled out "fuck it! Give me some" and the guy pulled out one of those small clear eyes bottle with what looked like clear liquid inside. I opened up my mouth and he decided to give me four drops right under the toungue. The first thing I noticed was the extremely bitter metallic and acidic taste of 25i. My whole mouth went numb extremely quick. My buddy got the same treatment but he only took one drop. By this point I was sitting on the grass packing up getting ready to head out to Centeroo until I started noticing the grass started to sway and morph weirdly. I was extremely fascinated and I was feeling a good body high.
By this point my buddy and I headed into Bonnaroo and I was feeling great! Subtle visuals and a full body high I was giving everyone high fives and we were in Bonnaroo.' By this point my buddy and I were chilling in Bonnaroo and we decided to split up, which I realize now was a terrible decision. About an hour after we split up I decided to panic looking for my buddy as the trip started to come up intensely. The visuals got crazier and I started to enter a sort of dream like state which is really hard to explain because shit is still coming back to me in pieces. It's hard for me to remember completely the reality of what was going on.
I started to panic and my heart rate shot off the roof. I remember running up to groups of people and asking them where my friend was. By this point I've completely lost grasp of what time and reality was. I remember shouting out my girlfriends name asking where she was. I also remembered seeing myself in a third person perspective walking around the grounds of Bonnaroo.
It was around night time now and I felt my body get extremely cold. By this point I was not in reality but was living in my dream state. I remembered thinking that out of everyone in the world I was the one person and my destiny was to go to Bonnaroo and be sacrificed off and killed and my corpse was to be buried at Bonnaroo. I panicked even more and my thought process began to loop intensely and I remember not being able to hear anything. I ran up to more people to ask them for help but I once I saw there faces morph in dark ways I panicked and ran away. I would describe it almost like going in and out of a bad trip. Some people would ask me if I was okay and I would hear this pleasant thumping beat in the background reassuring me making me feel better and pulling me out of the bad trip and other people who would freak me out and cause me to panic.
By this point it was midnight and I had no idea what was going on. Like literally I don't remember anything. I just remember someone shouting cops! And I panicked and ran and jumped over fences giving myself multiple scratch and wounds all over my body. I remembered tumbling down and falling from a fence and wounding myself pretty bad. I felt a sharp pain on my chest and felt as if I got stabbed and in my dream state I saw the knife on my body and the blood running off my chest. I screamed that I didn't want to die and my body temperature lowered as I got extremely cold. I felt death and remembered seeing a huge crowd around me and a light source shining into my eyes. I felt someone carrying me and putting me on to a stretcher. I passed out and later re awoken at the main medical tent with straps tied around my ankles and chest and an IV in my arm. It was probably around 4am at the time and I've been asleep the whole time. I undid the IV and the straps on my body and proceeded to getup but I was too weak. I asked one of the medical staff and they told me I was running around loose like a mad man screaming and shouting until someone had to tackle me down and restrain me. After talking to the staff I went back to sleep and later got a ride back in the morning by one of the volunteer workers. After arriving at the campsite I saw my buddy and felt tears of joy knowing that he was okay. I told him about my near death experience and he was shocked I went through all that shit.
So here's the conclusion. Till now since Bonnaroo I still have gashes on my stomach, knees and shoulders that are still healing and I have no idea how I got them. The whole experience still haunts me everyday. I literally thought I was going to die and that is honestly the scariest thing I believe one oerson can experience. It was a mad decision on my part to partake in the drug and I completely regret going through all of it. I ended up missing out on my favorite artist and being too injured for the rest of Bonnaroo. I also still have this intense lower back pain every time I get up or in and out of cars and I believe it was from
falling off a fence while trying to run away from security.
But yeah thank you so much to whoever decided to read all of this shit. I just really needed to get this off my chest. Thanks guys and be safe out there.
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Here we go, so a couple weeks ago my buddies and I made the trip out from Virginia to Manchester, Tenessee in order to attend Bonnaroo. The trip was around ten hours and we barely got any sleep on the car ride there. Let me also note that the only thing we brought with us on the trip down was a bunch of bud light and Smirnoff handles. We didn't want to bother bringing anything with us because it would be our first time at Bonnaroo and we weren't sure what security was like. And let me say that Bonnaroo security (volunteers) were a joke. At the check in booth all they did was ask us to open up the truck but they didn't bother checking any coolers or backpacks. We were able to successfully set up camp and we were ready for what was ahead.
Thursday at Bonnaroo was great. We saw many acts including Tove Lo, who was great and shows like Gramatik and the silent disco. By this point all I've had in my system were a fuck ton of beers and vodka.
Here's where shit starts going south for me. It was Friday and I was super excited because deadmau5 was coming on at 12AM and would play till 1:30. He is my favorite all time artist and I could not wait to see him. I had prepared a deadmau5 totem and was ready to rage and listen to his classic track "Strobe".
By this point it was 4:30PM in the afternoon and the scorching heat graced across all of Bonnaroo. I've had about 12 beers throughout the whole day and Im feeling good. Me and my buddies are relaxing at out campsite talking until our neighbor joins in on our conversation. We start talking about how my buddy and I wanted to try some psychedelics just for tonight because deadmau5 was playing and we wanted to experience it in a whole nother level. And let me tell you how disappointed now for wishing that. So the guy offered to give us free hits of a substance that we've never heard of before. He called it 25i, being drunk as fuck I yelled out "fuck it! Give me some" and the guy pulled out one of those small clear eyes bottle with what looked like clear liquid inside. I opened up my mouth and he decided to give me four drops right under the toungue. The first thing I noticed was the extremely bitter metallic and acidic taste of 25i. My whole mouth went numb extremely quick. My buddy got the same treatment but he only took one drop. By this point I was sitting on the grass packing up getting ready to head out to Centeroo until I started noticing the grass started to sway and morph weirdly. I was extremely fascinated and I was feeling a good body high.
By this point my buddy and I headed into Bonnaroo and I was feeling great! Subtle visuals and a full body high I was giving everyone high fives and we were in Bonnaroo.' By this point my buddy and I were chilling in Bonnaroo and we decided to split up, which I realize now was a terrible decision. About an hour after we split up I decided to panic looking for my buddy as the trip started to come up intensely. The visuals got crazier and I started to enter a sort of dream like state which is really hard to explain because shit is still coming back to me in pieces. It's hard for me to remember completely the reality of what was going on.
I started to panic and my heart rate shot off the roof. I remember running up to groups of people and asking them where my friend was. By this point I've completely lost grasp of what time and reality was. I remember shouting out my girlfriends name asking where she was. I also remembered seeing myself in a third person perspective walking around the grounds of Bonnaroo.
It was around night time now and I felt my body get extremely cold. By this point I was not in reality but was living in my dream state. I remembered thinking that out of everyone in the world I was the one person and my destiny was to go to Bonnaroo and be sacrificed off and killed and my corpse was to be buried at Bonnaroo. I panicked even more and my thought process began to loop intensely and I remember not being able to hear anything. I ran up to more people to ask them for help but I once I saw there faces morph in dark ways I panicked and ran away. I would describe it almost like going in and out of a bad trip. Some people would ask me if I was okay and I would hear this pleasant thumping beat in the background reassuring me making me feel better and pulling me out of the bad trip and other people who would freak me out and cause me to panic.
By this point it was midnight and I had no idea what was going on. Like literally I don't remember anything. I just remember someone shouting cops! And I panicked and ran and jumped over fences giving myself multiple scratch and wounds all over my body. I remembered tumbling down and falling from a fence and wounding myself pretty bad. I felt a sharp pain on my chest and felt as if I got stabbed and in my dream state I saw the knife on my body and the blood running off my chest. I screamed that I didn't want to die and my body temperature lowered as I got extremely cold. I felt death and remembered seeing a huge crowd around me and a light source shining into my eyes. I felt someone carrying me and putting me on to a stretcher. I passed out and later re awoken at the main medical tent with straps tied around my ankles and chest and an IV in my arm. It was probably around 4am at the time and I've been asleep the whole time. I undid the IV and the straps on my body and proceeded to getup but I was too weak. I asked one of the medical staff and they told me I was running around loose like a mad man screaming and shouting until someone had to tackle me down and restrain me. After talking to the staff I went back to sleep and later got a ride back in the morning by one of the volunteer workers. After arriving at the campsite I saw my buddy and felt tears of joy knowing that he was okay. I told him about my near death experience and he was shocked I went through all that shit.
So here's the conclusion. Till now since Bonnaroo I still have gashes on my stomach, knees and shoulders that are still healing and I have no idea how I got them. The whole experience still haunts me everyday. I literally thought I was going to die and that is honestly the scariest thing I believe one oerson can experience. It was a mad decision on my part to partake in the drug and I completely regret going through all of it. I ended up missing out on my favorite artist and being too injured for the rest of Bonnaroo. I also still have this intense lower back pain every time I get up or in and out of cars and I believe it was from
falling off a fence while trying to run away from security.
But yeah thank you so much to whoever decided to read all of this shit. I just really needed to get this off my chest. Thanks guys and be safe out there.
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