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So I've recently started to experiment with amphetamines. First time I tried it was probably between 2 and 3 months ago and I took a high dose (like 2500mg of street speed) under the course of 24 hours.
Now I've been doing amphetamines every day for 3 weeks. The dosage I've been taking is somewhere around 150-200 mg a day of the street speed that we get here. Once or twice a week I'll do about 400-500 mg's a day.
Very soon after starting to use amphetamine I noticed muscle pain and unease that sometimes gets really intense. This usually happens when I am alone. Sometimes I even get the feeling that something is really wrong with my body and that I might even faint or suddenly die (but it never happens). I get this intense paranoia that either my heart beats to fast or that I have some kind of heart disfunction (even though I don't think I have, and doctor said my heart is fine). It might be the chest pain from the speed that causes the paranoia about my heart. When it is at it's worst I have a hard time breathing or even moving (because of the pain+maybe anxiety) Because the amp also have a lot of positive aspects right now I don't want to quit right away so I want to figure this out first.
So my question is: are amphetamines actually bad for my body/heart? Or are those things nothing to really worry about? I don't know if it's just my mind making most of it up or if it is real. Is it then possible to take amphetamines every day without doing any harm to yourself? How can I be sure that I won't suddenly have a stroke and die? And also, does the speed cause any permanent damage to my brain/dopamine thingie? I have no history of body disfunction (but now I'm starting to wonder).
Keep in mind that I'm eating enough and sleeping well enough.
Thank you very much!
Now I've been doing amphetamines every day for 3 weeks. The dosage I've been taking is somewhere around 150-200 mg a day of the street speed that we get here. Once or twice a week I'll do about 400-500 mg's a day.
Very soon after starting to use amphetamine I noticed muscle pain and unease that sometimes gets really intense. This usually happens when I am alone. Sometimes I even get the feeling that something is really wrong with my body and that I might even faint or suddenly die (but it never happens). I get this intense paranoia that either my heart beats to fast or that I have some kind of heart disfunction (even though I don't think I have, and doctor said my heart is fine). It might be the chest pain from the speed that causes the paranoia about my heart. When it is at it's worst I have a hard time breathing or even moving (because of the pain+maybe anxiety) Because the amp also have a lot of positive aspects right now I don't want to quit right away so I want to figure this out first.
So my question is: are amphetamines actually bad for my body/heart? Or are those things nothing to really worry about? I don't know if it's just my mind making most of it up or if it is real. Is it then possible to take amphetamines every day without doing any harm to yourself? How can I be sure that I won't suddenly have a stroke and die? And also, does the speed cause any permanent damage to my brain/dopamine thingie? I have no history of body disfunction (but now I'm starting to wonder).
Keep in mind that I'm eating enough and sleeping well enough.
Thank you very much!