I've been living on my own for three years since moving out of my parents place. For two of those years I've been taking about 16mg dilaudid a day along with 60-80mg of adderall while chain smoking all day to potentiate both (and it feels good).
My roommates just got jobs in other cities and now I'm forced to move back home for the summer. I cannot do drugs around my parents as they are VERY against drug use, are very judgemental and also very observant so I can't even hide it. I move back at the end of the month so I have a little over a week to get clean. I have 40 .5 clonazepams and 100mg of etizolam powder at my disposal. Would it be a good idea to basically be in a three day benzo haze to cope with kicking the opiates, amps and cigs all at once? I really can't tell my parents about my habit(s) and I need to be 100% clean when I move back and I'm desperate. My plan was to just basically take enough benzos to sleep for fours days straight and hopefully come out the other side relatively clean save for cravings. I'll save the rest of the benzos to help me through the next few weeks until my anxiety/insomnia sorts itself out.
What do you think? I really need input on this.
My roommates just got jobs in other cities and now I'm forced to move back home for the summer. I cannot do drugs around my parents as they are VERY against drug use, are very judgemental and also very observant so I can't even hide it. I move back at the end of the month so I have a little over a week to get clean. I have 40 .5 clonazepams and 100mg of etizolam powder at my disposal. Would it be a good idea to basically be in a three day benzo haze to cope with kicking the opiates, amps and cigs all at once? I really can't tell my parents about my habit(s) and I need to be 100% clean when I move back and I'm desperate. My plan was to just basically take enough benzos to sleep for fours days straight and hopefully come out the other side relatively clean save for cravings. I'll save the rest of the benzos to help me through the next few weeks until my anxiety/insomnia sorts itself out.
What do you think? I really need input on this.