Hi sweetheart.
I'm so sorry to hear about your situation.
Can you contact the drug.companies directly, see if they're willing to help get you the medicine? I know many people who've done this and they get the meds free-to-cheap, when insurance wouldn't cover it/it was not affordable out of pocket.
Please do research on things like natural anti-inflammatories. Ginger is a powerful AI actually. Please don't think I'm dismissing the seriousness of your situation. I'm not. I'm certainly not saying that all you need to do is swallow ginger once a day for a week and you'll be cured. I'm talking, get seriously and deeply EDUCATED about nature - natural AI's, nutrition....etc. EDIT: An example...my friend, who unfortunately passed away last December, was going through grueling treatments (I feel like many of them made things far worse, actually), and would be completelt unable to keep anything down. I'd make her a ginger and cinnamon "tea", which she said was very gentle and helpful to her.
You may not be properly absorbing nutrients due to the inflammation in your digestive tract. Find out about vitamin levels and things like injections of them. Can you get tested to see if you're deficient in any nutrients?
EDIT: something that can liquify fruits/veg/food in general for you will aid in absorption of nutrients. NutriBullet etc.
I'm very into researching health issues and (preferably) natural ways to improve health as I have pain and autoimmune issues. Feel free to PM me, either to talk via PM or exchange email addresses. I'd be more than happy to talk, brainstorm, and research with you, to try to help your health improve.
Things like probiotics and aloe can.assist in balancing the delicate ecosystem of the digestive tract, and encourage healing.
Even if you can only manage to improve the symptoms rather than.the ideal of fully healing....sure is better than nothing.
I realize this is a quick post, and not too in depth. Just please know I'm not dismissing the seriousness of your condition, it's obviously not as simple as eating ginger, it would take a combination of things both natural and help from professionals to calm your body and improve your life quality. I'm happy to talk with you more in depth, find out more of your story and history, and do my best to inform you with what I know, point you in the right direction, and give you any tips or tricks that come to mind, like directly contacting the drug companies.
Wishing you well. May freedom from pain be yours, soon.
Peace.
P.S. Can I just say...LOVED AND APPRECIATED the "Idiocracy" reference. Excellent work my friend!!!