Holidays are the worst to try & cop. I cant get ANYONE!
The past few days I've had trouble too. My spot not only had weird ass stuff but then they got shut down. My clinic hookup never showed yesterday. Im hoping a friend comes thru in the next hour. Starting to worry & that makes myself sick.
Clinic hook up? are u on methadone? if so u shouldnt be getting sick.
Yeah. I'm on 100mg of the pink liquid. I think i get hooked on the cut sometimes.
Clinics do their best but i think its natural and inevitable to find a hookup at a clinic.
Yeah I feel u lol, the long halflife is suppose to prevent u from w/ding & getting ancy the same day u dose. But the psychological part of opiate addiction is underestimated.i dont understand how u guys are on such high amounts of methadone and still freaking out over dope? i understand Having the WANT to do it bit not the NEED to do it...u know what i mean?
im on 40mg...and i just started 2weeks ago...they started me at 15mg....however i have/had a pretty serious dope habit...i can snort a jab a day if i have the money easy...however i have not done any dope on 2 days and im not sick....i dont understand how u guys are on such high amounts of methadone and still freaking out over dope? i understand Having the WANT to do it bit not the NEED to do it...u know what i mean?
im on 40mg...and i just started 2weeks ago...they started me at 15mg....however i have/had a pretty serious dope habit...i can snort a jab a day if i have the money easy...however i have not done any dope on 2 days and im not sick....i dont understand how u guys are on such high amounts of methadone and still freaking out over dope? i understand Having the WANT to do it bit not the NEED to do it...u know what i mean?
There is no such thing as a high dose. Its whatever you're comfortable at. My highest was 115. I could probably go down more & still be ok. At this point it is more mental than physical addiction. Im going to have to quit soon anyway. I have no more veins to hit & im job hunting so gotta be clean for any drug tests.
And there definitely is something called a high dose when it comes to methadone. Try jumping off 115mg compared to 30mg. At 115mg, you'd probably need to be hospitalized for a night or two and I'm not even kidding. And it's the strongest physical addiction out of any op there is. Methadone is serious business. If I took 90 mg I would overdose so easily, so how can you say there is no difference? They start you off low and then work your way up just like any op because you build a tolerance and need more to achieve the same effect. 115mg is a very high dose. Not trying to start shit but you are a little misinformed and I feel for you because the clinic is probably filling your head with nonsense because they want you on it forever. If you went from 115 to 90, you'd definitely feel the difference and so on and so forth.
I wish I hadn't ever done it. Go socialize, go out, party, shop, buy nice clothes, take care of your body and mind, focus on school and work, and I promise you that you will be the one who, overall, is getting "higher" than that person doing dope. You can sustain a high that is going to make you feel on top of the world, 24/7, not a high that lasts 30 minutes with a come down that makes it hard to even clean your dishes. Choose the right path, trust me.
Remind me why BL took away rating stars, GOOD fucking post Factjustfacts I think you just revitalized this thread.
I know and agree with everything he just said. I could post it but sometimes u just want to know someones paying attention before u type a half page of info. I hope this information hits home to anyone thinking of trying opiates or upgrading their use to dope. The availability is a game changer in itself.
Some of us didnt get physically addicted until switching to dope. Pills were always expensive and scarce so u didnt really have time to develop a physical addiction until u got a good connect at least.
I cried in happiness this morning that Ive gotten as far as I have in life with this shit and Ive only been on it for 5 years. You can get real time for this shit man, everytime u pick up thats a 3 piece spicy (a solid 3-4 year prison sentence). And thats IF ur not picking up bulk or repeat offender.
This really hit home, its probably the realist part of the post. Its not like ur parents that probably dont know 1% of the scene and whats going on outside, trying to stop u from having fun. This is genuine advice, REAL F*CKING LIFE cant run from it and only you can deal with it type shit.
Life is about what Factsjustfacts spoke about, those are the real genuine things in life that will bring u happiness. Like riding in that nice car u always wanted, wearing comfortable clothes looking good makes u feel good, things that are sustainable. Life long relationships with one another and forums like this that bring us together.
We have our own hobbies and are different in beautiful ways, drugs mess up that process and are not good unless its correcting an process working incorrectly (blood pressure medicine, etc). With moderation I think we can cheat this a little but when statistically the numbers say that certain drugs [especially when iv'ed] cannot be used in moderation then maybe it should be restricted.
Cannot be used in moderation meaning the user will continuously increase dose if allowed to access the drug endlessly. Supposedly drugs are responsible for something like 80% of theft related crimes, I dont find this to surprising if its true.