^ Also would agree with that, though I might take the PST even.
As I think it'd beat this low dose ER Morphine I'm stuck tapering with.
Not sure though as never had it.
So don't know how the potency compares to the piddly 135mg a day I'm at ATM.
If it was IR & I could IV it I'd deal with it. But ER come off it.
Need a whole hell of a lot more per hour than what I'm getting just to get not sick.
Let alone any pain relief. So yeah Heroin sounds great right about now.
Some fire bags & a rig would make for a great goodnight.
Yes I know I could slam the ER, I know the process though I have mostly 15's do have a few 60's.
I guess the 60's would be worthwhile as that's about all a 1ml rig holds anyways.
But not worth the waxy bullshit, since the hospital trashed my veins.
Figures years of IV drug use with Microns, Always fresh points, Etc.
And it's the hospital that blow's out/collapses half my veins, ironic.
As a nice rush & actually being able to sleep would be great.
As opposed to the drenched in sweat, everything hurting like hell, bullshit I'm about to go do.
As I gotta get some sleep & between the opiate & benzo withdrawals fuck does it hurt.
I'd forgotten how much benzo w/d's hurt as well as all the other bullshit that comes with it.
I shouldn't post in this thread don't know why I do.
Just makes me wanna grab a rig & a Dilaudid 8 or maybe a few & slam that shit.
But gotta save em for when I need to be productive aka, doctors appts. & shit.
As there leftover from before hospital & taper bullshit.
But luckily my doc even though he's tapering me is referring me to Pain Management.
Just finding one that takes my insurance & getting in, that's the annoying part.