So as some of you have seen in my other thread, I'm trying to get off benzos. I also am over a month off ssris, after being on them for 6 years. My new doctor started me on remeron, which makes me drowsy as fuck, although I sleep good.
I feel like I won't even be able to function being this drowsy all the time. I'm also worried about the weight gain, since remeron is known to cause it. Ive lost close to 100lbs over the past 2 years, and am back to my highschool weight of 180lbs.
I want to get off of benzos, but I want to have a sex life. Remeron is making me tired as shit, which is adding to my depression. I don't know if i should reinstate ssris, keep trying remeron, or blow my brains out.
I'm very, very scared, and don't know what the fuck to do. I guess I could try low, low dose ssri, and just work hard to get off the Valium. I'm beyond scared. I actually want to kill myself, I never thought I'd feel that way. I think my brain is fucked beyond any means of repair. Any and all advice is appreciated.
I wish I never took a benzodiazepine, and I wish I never took an ssri. I'm fucked.
I feel like I won't even be able to function being this drowsy all the time. I'm also worried about the weight gain, since remeron is known to cause it. Ive lost close to 100lbs over the past 2 years, and am back to my highschool weight of 180lbs.
I want to get off of benzos, but I want to have a sex life. Remeron is making me tired as shit, which is adding to my depression. I don't know if i should reinstate ssris, keep trying remeron, or blow my brains out.
I'm very, very scared, and don't know what the fuck to do. I guess I could try low, low dose ssri, and just work hard to get off the Valium. I'm beyond scared. I actually want to kill myself, I never thought I'd feel that way. I think my brain is fucked beyond any means of repair. Any and all advice is appreciated.
I wish I never took a benzodiazepine, and I wish I never took an ssri. I'm fucked.