ThatSpaceyKid
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Mar 10, 2015
- Messages
- 338
I feel so Fucking sick what the fuck was k doing yesterday.. I didn't sleep at all because I have been puking nasty shit up since I'd say 4 or 5 yesterday... I smoked a 40 of meth pretty much by myself for the most part. Then I smoked 6 pts of heroin... Usually I don't get sick at all. Meth doesn't usually make me this way. My hearts beating quick, I can not stand up because I nearly faint and have been throwing up bile or something... My jaw hurts from grinding. If I stand up I nearly faint and puke. I need to sit down... I didn't sleep last night because I was puking to much and thought I was going to over dose I don't know. I guess tolerance should've been taken into account... I smoked all this shit within a few hours... I didn't eat am pretty sure I'm dehydrated. I just wanna cry honestly I feel like I used to wen I'd smoke to much heroin... I'm seeing blurry. I feel like a panic attack is coming... Am worried bc my lips had some blue earlier. My hands feet and legs are tingling so much. I hear that Fucking ringing and it is overwhelming.. laying on my stomach makes it worse. Hell I can't even go to the bathroom without getting a mean old head rush. I start hyperventilate when I stand up... What's gonna help me.. I am drinking water and Gatorade I have food now but I just don't have an appetite.. Yea I Usually puke a few times wen I smoke that much shit together. I can barely walk bc my visions goes red.. I usually smoke weed and that helps but it just made me hyperventilate worse.. and like I get hungry but end up just puking it all up .. I wanna slap myself for being stupid... There's some shards left but Idk of redosing will just make it all much worse....