SetMeFreey
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Mar 23, 2015
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- 7
This is my first post and I don't know if it belong here or not so mods feel free to move it if necessary . I have been on the needle for over a year now with bouts of sobriety, my most recent lasting a month followed by a hardcore 2 month bigger ending today with serious speedballing. I'm lucky to still be alive. I made this post hopefully for support, as I am at rock bottom and am finally trying to tough out withdrawal. I have some chlordiazepodode clinidium to hopefully help with gastrointestinal issues and a few tramadol to ease muscle aches. I don't know if I have the strength to do this but I'm hoping and praying I do. I'll be updating daily, it's 16 hours since my last shot and aside from yawns and some Rls I'm fine. Hopefully I can find some friends on here who have been through the wringer that can talk me through my darker moments. Just as a side note I was at a 50 dollar a day habit not including if I had more money. Keep me in your prayers.