Sorry for this terribly typed question, just pumped it oust fast, hoping to get insight before dr appt friday
I have ADD (bad, total space cadet) strangely the dope made me focus more, until it did not. Never enjoyed stimulants to abuse, but find popping an adder all, ritalin, or vvyanse to help when i need to get shit done (probably take one every other week: have a shit ton of addderall, dexedrine, and ritalin in my stockade)
My dr. is well versed in my past history of IV heroin use. I straight up told him (thinking honesty with your dr is good). Get panic attacks, the dr would not even prescribe 5 ativan a month to be picked up and dispersed by my dad (since thats all i need for my panic attacks, as they don't happen every week). A nurse prac. wrote that only to get it vetoed. Broke my hand bad would not even get tramadol. Def feel like I am forever labeled a drug addict (which i am to opiates) all other drugs, marijuana, benzos, stimulants, alcohol I can use in moderation, almost all of them are never abused (meaning I take the amount a normal person was prescribed) Perobably only get drunk once a month.
Do you think any dr or psychiatrist would prescribe a drug I know helps, and also gives me a serotonin lift to my depleted system.
any thoughts?
Been clean to there knowledge 6 months ago, but had an unrelated (though def had to do with past abuse) infection i needed seen at the ER.
I have ADD (bad, total space cadet) strangely the dope made me focus more, until it did not. Never enjoyed stimulants to abuse, but find popping an adder all, ritalin, or vvyanse to help when i need to get shit done (probably take one every other week: have a shit ton of addderall, dexedrine, and ritalin in my stockade)
My dr. is well versed in my past history of IV heroin use. I straight up told him (thinking honesty with your dr is good). Get panic attacks, the dr would not even prescribe 5 ativan a month to be picked up and dispersed by my dad (since thats all i need for my panic attacks, as they don't happen every week). A nurse prac. wrote that only to get it vetoed. Broke my hand bad would not even get tramadol. Def feel like I am forever labeled a drug addict (which i am to opiates) all other drugs, marijuana, benzos, stimulants, alcohol I can use in moderation, almost all of them are never abused (meaning I take the amount a normal person was prescribed) Perobably only get drunk once a month.
Do you think any dr or psychiatrist would prescribe a drug I know helps, and also gives me a serotonin lift to my depleted system.
any thoughts?
Been clean to there knowledge 6 months ago, but had an unrelated (though def had to do with past abuse) infection i needed seen at the ER.