Bas robot does weed work for you? It does not work for me I tried, like it made me high ie impaired but it didn't make me feel good, same goes with beer... They don't work anymore...
I feel like such an idiot for taking the medication, like I had a meet with the doc cause parents forced me to see a psych and I told the doc I don't want any meds, then he's bugging me telling me to come back in a week which I didn't even wanna do, then he buga me some more to take the meds saying my condition will get worse otherwise. So at this point I decided to take them, after a month I got off cause I didn't like how made me feel and now I'm in this fucked up state where I'm retarded and emotionless, and a constant pain on my head. Ugh its so annoying
They don't work exactly the same as before the poison, but I'm getting a sort of short acting high, its making me chilled out and I'm getting the munchies. I've only been back smoking it for the last month and as my tolerance has gone up I'm enjoying it more, started off with a joint a night and am now having two joints a night and three beers. I did try the weed at christmas and I wasn't to keen on the way it made me feel, so left it alone to give my brain more time to heal.
I've been having three beers a night since christmas, the strange thing is I don't seem to be able to drink anymore than that and it just seems to work like a sedative, not getting much euphoria from it, but it chills me out and stops me constantly thinking about how long I've got left till I feel normal.
The weed is helping me come to terms with what has happened to me and am almost able to smile about this experience, where as when I'm sober during the day I'm seething about it and don't seem able to just accept it and move on.
Not sure if smoking weed and drinking every night is the smartest move, but the mental torture was just to much for me and I did have nearly four months sober whilst I recovered and at least now I've got someting to look forward to each night. Just got to get myself some interests during the day now and the energy to do them.
The headaches you've got will go soon now your off the poison, it will be your brain trying to switch back on, should only be a couple of months at most seeing as you were on tablets although there could be some withdrawal symptoms. I'd be taking it easy on the beer and weed until you feel like you can handle them.
Another symptom I've got and have had since day one is that its taking me at least an hour or two to come round on getting up each morning sort of strange as I was an early riser before the poison and I'm hoping as more of this shit leaves my system I start being more active first thing and wake up more clear headed.
It just shows how potent AP's are when it blocks the effects of weed and beer, might not have been so traumatic going through this experience if you could get pissed and high each day, instead you just get made almost suicidally depressed.