Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v.2

[Yeshuah]

For me it is too bad because I was never ill in this way, I had less chells because of the stroke, I was breast-feeding - very sensible, I took never a chemical before, I got 150 mg Xeplion and a week later 100 mg. - I lost my child because of this, he was also very poisoned and lost his teeth and had three or four month annhoroe., then he lost me and everything he loved and came to very bad people.

I was never ill this way either, I was really healthy before, always caring about my body and health, eating healthy vegan stuff, fruits and veggies, had a very high conciousness I'm so sorry for what happened to you and your son! That's the worst thing that can happen to a mother. And I'm sure you would have been a great mother! It's just unfair getting poisoned just because you had a few sorrows.. I would kill that social worker you talked to about your sorrows, it's just not their right to bring you to a mental health institution, just because you were worried, like everyone else is sometimes. F**K THEM Rosi!! Are you eating healthy Rosi? It's really important. Many *hugs* from me

 

[Offvega]

@Yeshuah I am only 45 days off invega, but I am noticing my attention span is getting better, still zombie like, have a hard time learning and following directions, but it's a start, and it's gotta start from somewhere and the recovery is now. I patiently wait, and I hope to go back into college online with the winter semester hopefully I'll feel better.

@Robe11 thanks for your kind words, I hope we all recover soon.

 

[invegauser]

@Yeshuah: easy with the threats big guy. "i don't like them much either" or " sorry they are not being cooperative" or something to that effect. gotta funnel the rage into constructive venting, it's a healthy practice for healing too (plus so the mods don't come down on us )

per your request here's dirtyinvega's post #5857 from page 235 near the top

@all.Today marks been off Invega injections for 20 months. Nearly everything is back normal. I HIGHLY doubt my emotions will return to normal just like Rosi71. I have moved on - they (emotions) wont come back. It just like if a shark bite off one of my legs - my body is not going to make a new leg for me. I have to make the best of what I have now! But I'm happy to be back at work for the best part of nearly 6 months or so. (Full time). I hope you all heal well and recovery fully.

@zack365: no need to be hesitant on the holistic parts of healing, they don't include religion alone. feel free to mention what works, what doesn't or what even might. i tried the religious route despite my views on it to no avail. some who have healed or are doing better swear by it. thread is about healing, that comes in all shapes and forms. nice suggestion .

@Steph78: hey steph, you sound better than even the last time you posted. good to hear from you.

 

[Yeshuah]

@Yeshuah I am only 45 days off invega, but I am noticing my attention span is getting better, still zombie like, have a hard time learning and following directions, but it's a start, and it's gotta start from somewhere and the recovery is now. I patiently wait, and I hope to go back into college online with the winter semester hopefully I'll feel better.

@Robe11 thanks for your kind words, I hope we all recover soon.

Oh god.. I couldn't imagine learning in this state. It's horrible to even focus.. I feel so sorry for you that you have to learn 8(
I hope so too that you'll feel better in winter! You seem to be very optimistic, keep it that way bro!
Wish you all the best *hug*

 

[Yeshuah]

!!!!!!!!!I HIGHLY doubt my emotions will return to normal just like Rosi71. I have moved on - they (emotions) wont come back. It just like if a shark bite off one of my legs - my body is not going to make a new leg for me. I have to make the best of what I have now!!!!!!!!!!!

I just CANNOT accept that!!!! NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!!!!!!!!!!

 

[Yeshuah]

That is not true! Please HELP. I CANNOT live without emotions. I had just so fine emotions, could feel everything, was so empathic. OMG OMG OMG!!!!!! HELP ME, I'M FREAKING OUT!! I NEED THEM BACKKKKK!!!!

 

[Offvega]

I have a question related to invega and recovery, would 5mg of THC in capsules get me high? Do you think it'll help with recovery?

 

[Offvega]

!!!!!!!!!I HIGHLY doubt my emotions will return to normal just like Rosi71. I have moved on - they (emotions) wont come back. It just like if a shark bite off one of my legs - my body is not going to make a new leg for me. I have to make the best of what I have now!!!!!!!!!!!

I just CANNOT accept that!!!! NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!!!!!!!!!!

Hey man, it'll be okay, everything will come back, we just have to keep shitting out and pissing out the poison everyday and everyday you will start getting better like most of the people here who have recovered and moved on, I hope to be one of them too eventually, when that day comes I'll be super happy, but hang in there.

Do you have a Twitter? If not you should make one, we could talk there. I'm thinking about making a group for people healing through invega where we could all talk.

 

[Yeshuah]

Hey man, it'll be okay, everything will come back, we just have to keep shitting out and pissing out the poison everyday and everyday you will start getting better like most of the people here who have recovered and moved on, I hope to be one of them too eventually, when that day comes I'll be super happy, but hang in there.

Do you have a Twitter? If not you should make one, we could talk there. I'm thinking about making a group for people healing through invega where we could all talk.

I hope so man, i really need my emotions!!!! I was like a mental and spiritual healer before, it's my job to work with emotions...... I really wouldn't have any reason to live if I don't get them back
I don't have twitter, but facebook if you want. I don't think twitter is a good idea.. It's to public and in the hands of the government.
I'm so scared after reading what ditryinvega has written. Will be a tough night again........

 

[deleted-user01120519]

Hey man, it'll be okay, everything will come back, we just have to keep shitting out and pissing out the poison everyday and everyday you will start getting better like most of the people here who have recovered and moved on, I hope to be one of them too eventually, when that day comes I'll be super happy, but hang in there.

Do you have a Twitter? If not you should make one, we could talk there. I'm thinking about making a group for people healing through invega where we could all talk.

It's a fantastic idea. I'm kind of concerned about privacy as well but I don't mind having a group on facebook or even skype which could be best personnally.

 

[deleted-user01120519]

That is not true! Please HELP. I CANNOT live without emotions. I had just so fine emotions, could feel everything, was so empathic. OMG OMG OMG!!!!!! HELP ME, I'M FREAKING OUT!! I NEED THEM BACKKKKK!!!!

Bro, it's gonna be fine. At least, try not to worry too much. It's understandable though. Peace.

 

[Yeshuah]

yeah skype sound great

 

[Aiden21]

Dialysis won't really help. I have already asked a few "doctors" if I can do it. Spent weeks trying to find a specialist, but they all said that this drug is binded on the proteins and in that case it is not possible to get rid of it with a dialys. How many shots have you got? what symptoms do you still have? how long have you been off? did you take other drugs in the time you were off of it? Are you taking any drugs today?

That's bad news. Maybe i'll start asking doctors as well.

I got 1 shot more than 4 years ago. I still have lack of motivation, bloating, burping, lack of emotion. I have taken other drugs but none seem to get rid of it.

 

[Offvega]

okay how do I add you guys on Skype I don't see my username only an email?

 

[Offvega]

my skype email is [email protected] add me I hope you guys use it we can make a support group on there

 

[iridescentblack]

i tried the religious route despite my views on it to no avail. some who have healed or are doing better swear by it. thread is about healing, that comes in all shapes and forms. nice suggestion .

Last year I partook in more religious stuff in all my other years combined. It was a good atmosphere and sense of community. I met good people, some of them stern, a lot of them happy, and many with strict moral values. This helped in my healing a lot, but I'm a lonely alley cat so eventually I just disappeared from the scene altogether. Would still recommend it to others though.

 

[Yeshuah]

Last year I partook in more religious stuff in all my other years combined. It was a good atmosphere and sense of community. I met good people, some of them stern, a lot of them happy, and many with strict moral values. This helped in my healing a lot, but I'm a lonely alley cat so eventually I just disappeared from the scene altogether. Would still recommend it to others though.

Do you have your emotions back @iridescentblack ?

 

[dellad]

Sorry to say this but your name Yeshuah is the demon from my Personal Unconscious that lead me into psychosis. I need to separate the two of you. I'd be interested in a group live chat have been so isolated for so long it would be breath of fresh air. Also question. Does anyone know what Invega Sustenna cost with insurance? I can't imagine why the state hospital would put me on this poison when I cannot even afford it.

 

[Offvega]

Sorry to say this but your name Yeshuah is the demon from my Personal Unconscious that lead me into psychosis. I need to separate the two of you. I'd be interested in a group live chat have been so isolated for so long it would be breath of fresh air. Also question. Does anyone know what Invega Sustenna cost with insurance? I can't imagine why the state hospital would put me on this poison when I cannot even afford it.

We're on Skype, you can join us, the email you need to contact me on skype is [email protected]

 

[Offvega]

Me and a few others started a Skype support group if anyone is interested we have to stick together, my email is [email protected] just add me and message me and I'll add you to the group, goodluck everyone