It doesn't even exist here anymore, circa 1999. Never knew why, but then in '99 I was in great shape and although insomniac or the kind of person who has this issue where you're only able to go to bed at sunrise and wake up at noon to 2pm, delayed sleep disorder or something like that, it's on the internets and wikipedia and is a real thing. Also back then Melatonin was banned here, because selling a human hormone as medication was illegal until they made an exception for melatonin in 2007 or so, the year I got on benzos everyday....Sucks because melatonin really works well at putting you to sleep at a reasonable hour and wake up at the same reasonable time. Having that delayed sleep circle syndrome sucks, people will call you lazy or say that you play too many videos games, i was nothing but lazy though, had a huge newspaper run which i would do as soon as the delivery guy tossed a bundle on my porch at 4h30 am or 5ham, do the run, which last 1h30, had breakfast and sometimes I'd try to skip a night to get asleep early that night, it always ended up with the afternoon classes being a disaster because I was too messed up from the completely random sleep circle...that was corrected with a script of seconal, 15 gelcaps a YEAR, to take before really important exams where I couldn't mess up, worked wonderfully. Health Canada removed all the barbs except butalbital and phenobarbital all at once in 2004, so in 2005 and '06 the same strategy was done by my old school doc (he retired out of nowhere without renewing any of my scripts except one...that was a bit irresponsible) and he scripted me Placidyl, 15 doses in 05 and 06 then sometimes later in 06 Health Canada banned Placidyl. What a joke. Now I'm on benzos since 2007.
As for the benzo with the best muscle relaxant effect, it's definitely Tetrazepam, it sucks for anything else though, but is a very powerful muscle relaxant, only available in some european countries though. I know it is in germany, a friend there had a script for a badly sprained ankle along with an opiate only them seem to use, Tilidine, mixed with naloxone, so it should be really fun if IV'd...but lets not go there.
I like bromazepam. So Canada doesn't have Soma? I always wondered this but having an open diologue with a pain doc just isn't as realistic as it was back in 2012 whne I hurt my spine... even then, the hysteria was well underway. I've tried baclofen and flexeril but found both to leave me feeling fried, drowsy, and just weird. I always thought if I had a good muscle relaxer along with hash I'd never have needed opiates for pain. Yet here I am, on my deathbed before 30 because the opiates got out of hand. Theyndidn't really but I just can't afford an oxy 40 or 80 to take 12 hours apart or a supeudol every 6 hours so I'm fucked. I don't think that would be abuse considering I can't walk well without them amd the pain is indescribable. I feel like I am being abused
i was going to ask my doc about soma anyway though as I have nothing to lose at this point. I've been on benzos for a long time too... I get diazepam, but I prefer clonazepam. Have you ever tried norflurazepam man? I find that the differences between common benzos apart from dynamics are pretty minimal, unlike opioids where I could tell the feeling betweem an oral dilaudid, perocet, or mirphine really easily. I just try and find good heroin though because our country doesn't really prescribe pain meds to people who really need them anymore.
I've never tried fentanyl apart from once sublingual ,edical grade (I found, surprisingly, that it was hauntingly similar to heroin in feeling, onset, but not duration... I was surprised at the euphoria though) - anyways, I don't use fentanyl, but I view myself as a "victim" of the "fentanyl crisis"
i don"t really get why people in extreme pain are not banding together and for,ing movements for better access to opiates, like they have done with weed, when opiates is obviously a way bigger issue since probation is killing people. I think it's due to the shame projected on opiate use by society, which really doesn't help anyone in any way, shape, or for, at all. I see commericials about addiction and detox in Ont now that are downright degrading... I have friends who drink and do 8 balls every weekend, but without me even saying anything to them, they are like "I'm allergic man, I'm allergic." Like I'm some vampire. Since one friend with an open mind let slip that he tried my heroin since he had a sore foot and I knew he always wanted to try it. Ever since, I've been seen as the plague even a,ongst that group of recreational hard drug users without health problems and I live a very reclusive life. The news never presents the story from the persepective of someone in chronic pain... and my last three bosses at work didn't even know what chronic pain was. I guess they saw me as a pussy, when it is a constant internal fight. It's the most stigmatized thing ever, which is ridiculous, as I get along just fine with my benzos and opiates. So why can't I get more than a measely handful of perc 5's which my liver shouldn't evem be taking after 5 fucking years? It's not only an insult, but it's ruining my life that's already beem ruined by the pain. Some say fuck the police, but I say fuck the doctors. I'm still looking for a good one 5 years later but they all seem to share the same (lack of) sentiments and the same hysteria. They try to fuck you off with antidepressamts these days a lot of the time... those are not pain relievers nor were they designed to be. It's all just marketing I guess, it's certain not humane to treat some of the most suffering members of society this way.
I have actually decided to leave Canada because of this, but I'm not sure when, as it's just too hard to work with untreated chronic agony in my spine, so I can't gather up the money to get the fuck out of here to somewhere with real medical care, if such a place even exists. I hear a lot about fentanyl. Fuck that shit. I like oxy's and dillies and... well heroin because I can't get the former ones. And most of the H iS cut garbage too and even that is way too expensive. I feel trapped.