nygiants1313
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Aug 22, 2014
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Im make this quick and to the point.
Im 25 and been using drugs since 15. Today i still feel like and act like im 17 years old or when i was 18 or so. I still blast my music bands like bullet for my valentine or all that remains. I have not grown emotionally. I get mad and overeact like i would as a teenager. I just do not feel 25 years old. I was a heroin addict for many years and abused other hard drugs. I still am on suboxone but only when i run out of money spent on other drugs. In my mind im stuck here. In a weird wH i enjoy it because i never wanna feel old. But idk how to explain it hopefully someone can relate.
I guess I'll be the 40yr old still blasting all that remains songs! Ehh weird idk how the duck i feel bout it all. I just do not act or feel my age. I still feel like im 18 even though i work everyday. The fact i look like im 21 might not help.
Who knows. Appreciate responses.
Im 25 and been using drugs since 15. Today i still feel like and act like im 17 years old or when i was 18 or so. I still blast my music bands like bullet for my valentine or all that remains. I have not grown emotionally. I get mad and overeact like i would as a teenager. I just do not feel 25 years old. I was a heroin addict for many years and abused other hard drugs. I still am on suboxone but only when i run out of money spent on other drugs. In my mind im stuck here. In a weird wH i enjoy it because i never wanna feel old. But idk how to explain it hopefully someone can relate.
I guess I'll be the 40yr old still blasting all that remains songs! Ehh weird idk how the duck i feel bout it all. I just do not act or feel my age. I still feel like im 18 even though i work everyday. The fact i look like im 21 might not help.
Who knows. Appreciate responses.