yeah drug sourcing isn't allowed; you could generally try kratom for withdraw or you could try wild lettuce (the kind with little white hairs and white sap) it grows as a weed; but you have to get the right kind.
Edit: also would you mind telling us a bit about yourself too?
When I get anxiety, I like to hit up Amazon and ebay and overextend myself on all of my credit cards, drink a ton of coffee, and phone up my ex wife. Go see your doctor and tell him you're anxious.
Yea generally they'll close the thread for sourcing. This is one of the few sites were I read the rules, lol. Enjoy the site and hope you get help for your needs.
Welcome to the board!! I'm also a new member here. I have been long time member to other boards though. Looking for a better one. I'm sure you will find it here