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SadandHeartbroken
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Hi guys! I am very new here, a non-drug user and recently found out someone that I love has been IV'ing Dilaudid and Heroin. I know this person used to eat pills but i didnt know it would come to this. Naturally, this is devastating to me. I am sick to my stomach constantly and my anxiety is through the roof because of all this. I lost 6 pounds in the last 3 days and I am a small person to begin with. This person stopped for 2 weeks, went thru withdrawals at home, etc. Said all they need is my love and support to get clean. Fast forward to last Sunday 01/18/2014. I notice a bump on the back of their hand. It's very swollen and red. They immediately said it was a bug bite and that they wouldn't be stupid enough to inject in their hand. Well it's been a couple days now and it hasn't healed up much and now when I inspect it (when they are asleep) I see two TINY dots in the middle of the bump. So either A: they got a spider bite or B: they found some money and needles and is using again. I found a huge stash of used needles, a burnt spoon and hundreds of little tiny baggies with white residue in them and a bunch of white, empty gel caps with white residue as well. I got rid of everything with their knowledge . However, they are now hiding this particular hand as much as possible and tucking the sleeve over it. This person is on rx benzos that are prescribed to them so I know those could be contributing as well to the "high" look as well. People tell me that the person close to me has been asking them for money etc. I'm just at a loss of what to do. I feel so betrayed and hurt. I love this person and hurt for them as well and lastly I am SCARED for them.