I have been not doing a damn thing with my life since I jumped off subs and have been feeling so unmotivated and in such a horrid mood. I grabbed a couple bottles today and dayum. I almost cried when it kicked in because I felt normal again. Not high, just able to look in the mirror, leave the house, enjoy my day...
I so hope the feelings I'm having will pass in time because I can't do anything. Lazy doesn't even begin to describe how I feel.
This is after tapering from 16mg from October to last week, was down to .25, maintenance drugs are bullshit.
Yup. I go throught that hopeless stage. Thats the dangerous part. That's when a lot of our kind tend to end it all. Its very dangerous. Whats sad is that the people that kill themselves can't convince themselves that is a temporary stage of withdrawal. They enter that cloud of depression mixed with hopelessness, and at its peak it gives them the courage to do the unthinkable. Not realizing that in in just a few more hours they see a reduction in the levels, a reduction that would have saved them. That's life. Listen carefully, lope made me skip that stage. I sailed though that pay work ease. I was shocked i was almost 10 days and had no withdrawals. I works highly recommend you try it. And don't add nothing else. No thomas recipe or multi vitamins. Just lope and eat small portions of healthy food. I promise you will thank me. Once ypu hit 2 weeks, its soooooo easy afterwards! You will laugh how easy it was. Feel free to reach out to me.