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doesnt seem to get easy does it?

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ssc2015

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So it got ahold of me again! I was doing so well getting myself clean until I just had that opportunity to get high..it had consumed me for 5 days while I was taking subs..i thought about it every waking moment and then today I had the opportunity to use again..do I need to put myself into a detox program or just keep doing a at home detox? Why did I make this decision to get high? I recently got hooked on h and painkillers and when I couldn't find anything one day I had the withdrawal symptoms and then when I was getting myself clean just detoxing myself at home I had them for 5 days (today is the fifth day) like why even after day 5 am I still having withdrawals? I thought about doing an IOP and getting on suboxone maintenance for a little bit..i thought maybe this will help me for a bit till I feel I'm ready..some people say its a good idea others say its not..i need help..what do I do?!
 
Hey friend, suboxone if taken incorrectly for more than 2-3 days can cause major withdrawals.
please make sure you dosed them properly.

It helps to ween off the drugs before quitting, can you tell us how long you've been using, what and how much exactly?
 
yeah ive read that..ive been using for a year..it started on and off then became everyday..and I was using 2-3 bags a day and doing painkillers (30mg percs)
 
You just gotta out your foot down. Its a vicious cycle. I kkow its much easier said then done because im in the cycle with you and have been for years. Subs dont help my cravings its all i think about until i cave as well and blow my money use subs til pay day while thinking of opiates the WHOLE time and on and on the merry-go-round we go
 
My husband is also an addict, he's been dealing with this for many many years & now to add on top of his addiction, I am now an addict, and I always said to him that I would never become an addict & now look where I am..I just got ahold of a sub and I just called a rehab to get onto sub mat program..it wont be for about a month, so now I have to do something till then, its taking over my mind..my whole family has a problem with addiction.. and im not working so its not like I can just go out and get high, like I want to..i think of ways to get high, my husbands working but we don't see the money we get..our family is helping us get on our feet..but its hard..
 
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