PotatoMan
Bluelight Crew
So on Sunday I went to see Skrillex and Major Lazer perform and decided to do blow. I originally had no downers for the comedown but in the party, convinced a friend to give me 2 0.5mg pills. I had a gram with me and had my first 2 lines after 5 beers. It was amazing though duration was short. By the 3rd line it stopped feeling good and just tweaked me out. I guess I was afraid to hit bigger lines cuz of paranoia. I started hitting lines from close to 9. By about 12:30 or 1. each line didn't give me any euphoria. If anything I was gradually feeling more and more dysphoric and anxious and trembly with each line.
Anyway, I gave it one last line which pushed me over the edge and no good feelings were produced, in about 10 minutes post-line, down goes 1mg xanax. Oh n btw i had about 3 more beers max over the course of the night. Was pretty much drinking water for an hour or 2 in the end.
The fucked up part is the xanax barely did shit. It stopped the trembling and helped the anxiety but I had INTENSE feelings of mixed emotions and eventually gave away the rest of my coke.
By the time I left the party I just wanted to sleep but eventually getting by a friend and sleeping on the couch it took at least 45mins to actually fall asleep. I felt like shit. Closed eyed visuals and feelings very similar to the time I binged on focalin. Jaw clenching and anti-social feelings once the coke stopped getting me euphoric. I mean I was able to have conversations but no real sex drive to chat up girls or anything.
This my 5th time with cocaine and the dealer had told me he mixed 2 kinds of coke together. Supposedly no cut but there was some of it that sticked to the bag. Anyway, it's Tuesday and I have a moderate headache, fever like body temperature ( thinking hyperthermia ) and a stuffy right nostril. Pains at the top of my neck behind my head. Slight back pain. Pain behind my eyes and had intense abdominal pain yesterday.
Is this all normal? What's goin on? I hadn't smoked any weed whilst high but had a couple tokes before I did any lines as I've experienced extreme tachycardia from smoking a joint on the comedown before..
Anyway, I gave it one last line which pushed me over the edge and no good feelings were produced, in about 10 minutes post-line, down goes 1mg xanax. Oh n btw i had about 3 more beers max over the course of the night. Was pretty much drinking water for an hour or 2 in the end.
The fucked up part is the xanax barely did shit. It stopped the trembling and helped the anxiety but I had INTENSE feelings of mixed emotions and eventually gave away the rest of my coke.
By the time I left the party I just wanted to sleep but eventually getting by a friend and sleeping on the couch it took at least 45mins to actually fall asleep. I felt like shit. Closed eyed visuals and feelings very similar to the time I binged on focalin. Jaw clenching and anti-social feelings once the coke stopped getting me euphoric. I mean I was able to have conversations but no real sex drive to chat up girls or anything.
This my 5th time with cocaine and the dealer had told me he mixed 2 kinds of coke together. Supposedly no cut but there was some of it that sticked to the bag. Anyway, it's Tuesday and I have a moderate headache, fever like body temperature ( thinking hyperthermia ) and a stuffy right nostril. Pains at the top of my neck behind my head. Slight back pain. Pain behind my eyes and had intense abdominal pain yesterday.
Is this all normal? What's goin on? I hadn't smoked any weed whilst high but had a couple tokes before I did any lines as I've experienced extreme tachycardia from smoking a joint on the comedown before..
