Hello community, first of all I love this site. Everyone seems to have each others best interest in mind, which is refreshing. I value ALL opinions, and input. What I am doing is keeping a journal of my use of H. I am doing this both to provide insight for myself and others. Also to keep myself accountable, and to learn and share as much as I can. Currently I use 2x a week and the days are back to back. The other 5 days are full of abstinence. I do not use H or any other narcotics during this time, in fact the most I do is about 2 beers after I get off work, and I dont do this every day of the abstinence period. My ROA is smoking, and the type is Black Tar. I will do short entries everyday going over my thoughts, feelings, and life in general. I am doing for the above mentioned reasons. (MODS I AM SORRY IF THIS IS NOT ALLOWED OR IN THE WRONG SECTION-IF IT IS NOT ALLOWED MY APOLOGIES I THOUGHT IT WOULD HELP AND IT WAS DONE WITH BEST INTENTIONS). I am by no means advocating the use of heroin. If you do not use this drug- DONT START. recognize the dangers of H, and the potential for addiction. It is a powerful drug, that must be treated with respect.
I am a 26 year old nursing student, who bartends during days i do not go to class.
12/13/2014
Day 1 of Abstinence period.
Last night i used about .5 of a g of Tar. I went to bed around 2 am, and woke up feeling fine. Came to the tutor and studied chem today. It will be 5-6 full days until I use again. No withdrawal symptoms. No obsessive thoughts over using. I have set clear cut goals for myself over the next 5 days. Including:Finish school strong, pick up extra shifts at work, go to the doctor for a check up, and apartment shopping. However the goal of abstinence is number 1 in my mind because I know if I use I will not accomplish these things- and these things are first priority. I work tonight, and I close the bar. I will not be having a beer after work. Will go straight home and go to bed. Need to get up tomorrow and study chem as the final is on monday. I will also begin working out again tomorrow. Fitness is a huge part of my life, and now that my leg has healed from surgery I want to start back. I will enter again tomorrow.
I am a 26 year old nursing student, who bartends during days i do not go to class.
12/13/2014
Day 1 of Abstinence period.
Last night i used about .5 of a g of Tar. I went to bed around 2 am, and woke up feeling fine. Came to the tutor and studied chem today. It will be 5-6 full days until I use again. No withdrawal symptoms. No obsessive thoughts over using. I have set clear cut goals for myself over the next 5 days. Including:Finish school strong, pick up extra shifts at work, go to the doctor for a check up, and apartment shopping. However the goal of abstinence is number 1 in my mind because I know if I use I will not accomplish these things- and these things are first priority. I work tonight, and I close the bar. I will not be having a beer after work. Will go straight home and go to bed. Need to get up tomorrow and study chem as the final is on monday. I will also begin working out again tomorrow. Fitness is a huge part of my life, and now that my leg has healed from surgery I want to start back. I will enter again tomorrow.