ManleyDanley
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Nov 23, 2014
- Messages
- 5
I've been an abuser for about ten years now. Most of that is cigarettes, alcohol and weed. The weed got a little crazy when my tolerance got up there. The drinking was only bad while I was in the navy.
I've tried opiates and various pharms. My moms purse was like a grab bag for pills, which is where I discovered Tramadol. I knew my sister and mom put these away like pez, so I was bored, out of weed and wanted to get high. I took 100 mg every few days at first, but I got a Rx of Tramadol from my doctor. It was pretty much an endless supply.
(Almost done)
I got up to about 400-500 mg/day. I would stay up all night, totally wrapped up in a video game or playing guitar or something, not eat anything and do it all again. I was like that for about the last six months. I tried going CT a month ago, relapsed, had a seizure and ended up in the ER.
My girlfriend isn't going to put up with my shit much longer. I want to be sober again, but what do fill that awful, restless void with?
I'm relatively healthy, 28, a little over weight and not financially stable. I need to turn this all around but I can't get past this part.
I've tried opiates and various pharms. My moms purse was like a grab bag for pills, which is where I discovered Tramadol. I knew my sister and mom put these away like pez, so I was bored, out of weed and wanted to get high. I took 100 mg every few days at first, but I got a Rx of Tramadol from my doctor. It was pretty much an endless supply.
(Almost done)
I got up to about 400-500 mg/day. I would stay up all night, totally wrapped up in a video game or playing guitar or something, not eat anything and do it all again. I was like that for about the last six months. I tried going CT a month ago, relapsed, had a seizure and ended up in the ER.
My girlfriend isn't going to put up with my shit much longer. I want to be sober again, but what do fill that awful, restless void with?
I'm relatively healthy, 28, a little over weight and not financially stable. I need to turn this all around but I can't get past this part.