society
After 3 years I am a total failure at my internet marketing business the terrain changed and it seems almost impossible to make a buck online. I have lost hope.
but the other prospect of having to work with otehr people seems even worse.
I cant imagine having to deal with other people after having been a recluse for so long. i feel nausious just thinking about it.
I can interact fine with people when they are not able to take advantage of me. Ive always found a malignant streak in the common peons, ie nealry everyone in your common workplace, where they insist on putting you down to get their kicks. The 'work banter' always made my skin crawl.
I have no idea how i will do it. I am gonna have to have some kind of drugs to deal wiht that crushing load. Every day the same drudgery, mental and physical health fialing little by little every day slowly but surely, then death. That about sums up my future.
After 3 years I am a total failure at my internet marketing business the terrain changed and it seems almost impossible to make a buck online. I have lost hope.
but the other prospect of having to work with otehr people seems even worse.
I cant imagine having to deal with other people after having been a recluse for so long. i feel nausious just thinking about it.
I can interact fine with people when they are not able to take advantage of me. Ive always found a malignant streak in the common peons, ie nealry everyone in your common workplace, where they insist on putting you down to get their kicks. The 'work banter' always made my skin crawl.
I have no idea how i will do it. I am gonna have to have some kind of drugs to deal wiht that crushing load. Every day the same drudgery, mental and physical health fialing little by little every day slowly but surely, then death. That about sums up my future.