Hello "Bluelight" members! I've just activated my account moments ago and would like to introduce myself. This site has been a go-to resource for me and many of my friends for years. I am usually able to find the information I'm searching for regarding various substances rather quickly, but I decided I needed to be a part of this amazing community. Experienced user of a wide array of substances, I think you'll find me to be a great contributer in thread discussions.
The reason why I decided to create an account is in an attempt to combat my social and general anxiety symptoms. I developed the abmormal anxiety symptoms roughly three years ago following a series of personal events of psychological pain. I can elaborate on the causes if anyone shows interest. During these three years I've tried many different remedies to help my anxiety such as: increase in physical exercise, healthy changes to diet, attempting to get sufficient nights rest, self-help books and online articles(Bluelight and other forums too), many legal and illegal substances, and more. I developed an extensive habitual addiction to alcohol. Luckily, I haven't had a drink in a couple weeks, and don't plan on having one anytime soon. Yes, alcohol can help anxiety in the short-term(although it didn't help me at all as I abused it more and more), but it ultimately potentiates the ill feelings of anxiety and depression in the long-run. I feel it definitey is psychological, but I can't seem to escape the anxious grip for more than a short lived relief. Recently, a friend introduced me to Phenibut. I've consumed 100g of the stuff in a relatively short duration as it seems I have an exceptional tolerance even on my first dose. Its been about a month since I last had any, but now I'm expecting a shipment from a reputable source(definitely high quality) because it was the only substance that provided noticeable relief from anxiety. I don't know where I'm going with this now lol, basically I know the pros and cons of Phenibut, and realize it's no long term solution, but could it be used as a tool to somehow help with long term anxiety with other relief practices?
Not one response almost makes me want to delete this account already. Is this community small now?
The reason why I decided to create an account is in an attempt to combat my social and general anxiety symptoms. I developed the abmormal anxiety symptoms roughly three years ago following a series of personal events of psychological pain. I can elaborate on the causes if anyone shows interest. During these three years I've tried many different remedies to help my anxiety such as: increase in physical exercise, healthy changes to diet, attempting to get sufficient nights rest, self-help books and online articles(Bluelight and other forums too), many legal and illegal substances, and more. I developed an extensive habitual addiction to alcohol. Luckily, I haven't had a drink in a couple weeks, and don't plan on having one anytime soon. Yes, alcohol can help anxiety in the short-term(although it didn't help me at all as I abused it more and more), but it ultimately potentiates the ill feelings of anxiety and depression in the long-run. I feel it definitey is psychological, but I can't seem to escape the anxious grip for more than a short lived relief. Recently, a friend introduced me to Phenibut. I've consumed 100g of the stuff in a relatively short duration as it seems I have an exceptional tolerance even on my first dose. Its been about a month since I last had any, but now I'm expecting a shipment from a reputable source(definitely high quality) because it was the only substance that provided noticeable relief from anxiety. I don't know where I'm going with this now lol, basically I know the pros and cons of Phenibut, and realize it's no long term solution, but could it be used as a tool to somehow help with long term anxiety with other relief practices?
Not one response almost makes me want to delete this account already. Is this community small now?
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