iwillbefree
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Oct 30, 2014
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A habit of 30-90mg of roxy per day for the past 2 years, with small droughts in between, but no real intent of quitting until now. Athletic frame, but skinny, so good metabolism. Wanted to share this story for advice from the veterans and to encourage those who want to be free from the fog of opiate addiction.
14 month old daughter and a wonderful partner who this addiction was hidden from until Oct 27th. Came clean as to what i was struggling with and found great support from family. A college student and in the middle of a semester at school, and just like everyone else, had plenty of reasons why one couldnt quit now. Why it was needed to keep using to maintain current status. Blah, Blah. BLAH. All of that is garbage.
So Monday-Wednesday, 3 days of pretty bad withdrawals. But was well on the way. Then slipped up and found a 30mg roxy which went directly into the system upon discovery. Even as bound and determined as things seemed to be, turning away offers to help me feel better, he caved.
Not sure as to whether the physical wds will return, but do know that the emotional tole on the hard work put in the past 3 days of being clean took after using was devastating. Somewhat familiar with PAWS, but looking for some support and advice on what to expect with this relapse and the days to come.
Determined to quit so that this testimony can be a blessing to others.
Thank you for reading and any advice and support you can offer.
I will be free.
14 month old daughter and a wonderful partner who this addiction was hidden from until Oct 27th. Came clean as to what i was struggling with and found great support from family. A college student and in the middle of a semester at school, and just like everyone else, had plenty of reasons why one couldnt quit now. Why it was needed to keep using to maintain current status. Blah, Blah. BLAH. All of that is garbage.
So Monday-Wednesday, 3 days of pretty bad withdrawals. But was well on the way. Then slipped up and found a 30mg roxy which went directly into the system upon discovery. Even as bound and determined as things seemed to be, turning away offers to help me feel better, he caved.
Not sure as to whether the physical wds will return, but do know that the emotional tole on the hard work put in the past 3 days of being clean took after using was devastating. Somewhat familiar with PAWS, but looking for some support and advice on what to expect with this relapse and the days to come.
Determined to quit so that this testimony can be a blessing to others.
Thank you for reading and any advice and support you can offer.
I will be free.