Dragon Catcher
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Aug 31, 2014
- Messages
- 6
For the past nine months, I've been doing crystal. I have absolutely no problem with it, literally (I don't see anything wrong with meth itself) as well as personally (I pay for it with my own money, meth hasn't made me aggressive... EVER. I've never stolen or even borrowed in order to buy it). My problem is society! I'm now being discussed by every second person. Even by a mother of three who admittedly has sex with a married man for some money. I hate the fact that they're talking about my usage l like there's something's wrong with me. I knew how dangerous meth could be before I started using it and I decided to use it because I believed that I possess the ability to control the drug. I only use it on weekends. I do it with the two people who mean the most to me in the world to me. The three of us has experienced hell in the years 2012 & 2013. If it wasn't for meth, we would never had gotten over it. Our experiences (esp the midnight ones) over the last 9 months has been the best ones of my life. It just irritates the f*** out off me when I find out how our smoking is being spoken about and how it's being regarded as a disappointment to certain people (some who's opinion I value a lot). I don't know how we disappointed anyone. Our usage has absolutely not effected anyone in a negative way. Regardless of what anyone thinks of us, we'll keep doing it...