So maybe this should go in the psychedelics section but I figured I'd get more responses here and sooner but I'd like posters who know a lot about nitrous like Transform and Letherman to comment in here as well.
I have what would USUALLY be considered mild asthma that only gets REALLY bad if I smoke too much weed (which is why I vape now) or I am really sick or excercise REALLY hard or some combo.
I am new to nitrous and only did it for the first time a few months ago.
I knew that doing tons of chargers in a row was a bad idea but I didn't listen and now I am worried that I did myself permanent damage and I'm wondering if I should throw out all my chargers or not?
Here's what happened:
Last night I did about 50-60 chargers through balloons with a hand cracker in about a 3 hour period.
Not only that but I was being more stupid by inhaling balloons, then immediately switching to the vaporizer, sometimes without breathing between, then back to the balloons, then back to the vape, etc to increase the high.
I had some of the most intense and AMAZING breakthrough experiences in my entire life and had closed eye visuals which went along with my bodily movements.
It was SO much fun....until it got to the point where the muscles in my back, probably my lung muscles, started hurting from the strain.
Finally I stopped doing the NOS and ate a whole bunch of food and tried to go to sleep.
At that point I started having REALLY bad asthma and couldn't really take a full breath so I used my regular hand held inhaler...but that was a mistake.
See, my hand held inhaler only works if I'm not having REALLY bad asthma otherwise I use my electronic nebulizer which was downstairs and takes about 20 mins to use...and I SHOULD have used that and then MAYBE I would just have felt better.
But instead, because I used my hand held inhaler, the asthma didn't go away for 2 hours and I was afraid to use the nebulizer because in the past when I used too much albuterol/ventolin in a 4 hour period I have gotten a bad racing heart and dizziness.
So I figured I had to wait 4 hours to use the nebulizer and lay in bed for 2 hours struggling to breath.
I was actually crying because I couldn't breath...not emotional tears...just tears from struggling to breath and it was pretty bad.
But I've had situations like this before where I knew that EVENTUALLY the asthma would go away.
When I stood up or sat up the asthma would be about 50% better but when lying down it was MUCH worse and I'm wondering if anyone knows why??e
So.....eventually after 2 hours of struggling to breath my asthma went away almost completely and I could take a full breath and I fell asleep.
The odd thing is that my asthma went away around the time I stopped being high from having vaped some weed, so I am wondering if maybe the mental state I was in from being high was also exaccerbating my feelings that I couldn't breath well?
I looked in the mirror several times while I was having the asthma attack and my lips were never blue...but I don't know if they might have gotten to that point at some time.
So now I still have over 100 chargers and I want to know if people think I should throw them all out or maybe just save like 24 for a little more fun??
Now it has been about 18 hours since I last did NOS and 16 hours since the asthma went away and I was able to sleep.
Today I am not having much trouble breathing, just a TINY bit of discomfort, not enough that I'd have thought I'd had a bad attack hours ago....and my brain is a bit foggy but not bad, I mean, I just taught english online for hours and was fine even though I am sure I killed plenty of brain cells.
But every year I have a 3 week vacation and I tend to binge on substances and I have only 4 days left and so of course I'll WANT to do more nitrous but I don't think it's a good idea....or at least not to do more than just a couple balloons...and I am not sure I can control myself.
Here are my questions:
1) Did I do myself permanent damage, especially damage to my lungs and or brain even though I feel PRETTY MUCH Ok today?
2) If you were me, even with the asthma with having LOVED the experience of the NOS BEFORE the attack....would you just throw all the nitrous in the garbage and never touch it again or do you think it would be safe if I just threw out MOST of it and did a few balloons over the next few days or could that do something REALLY bad to me?
I don't want to have to throw over 100 chargers away...and I LOVE the stuff...had such amazing experiences BEFORE the asthma attack but I can't let that happen again.
And please guys...I am a hypochondriac so don't get me MORE worried than I should be about this because if you suggest I MIGHT have done myself permanent damage I'm going to assume I'm going to die or something or that my lungs and brain will never be the same again...etc LOL.....so be honest...but at the same time...don't OVER exaggerate any damage I did to myself and try to calmly tell me what happened and whether or not you think I should throw the nitrous out.
Thanks
I have what would USUALLY be considered mild asthma that only gets REALLY bad if I smoke too much weed (which is why I vape now) or I am really sick or excercise REALLY hard or some combo.
I am new to nitrous and only did it for the first time a few months ago.
I knew that doing tons of chargers in a row was a bad idea but I didn't listen and now I am worried that I did myself permanent damage and I'm wondering if I should throw out all my chargers or not?
Here's what happened:
Last night I did about 50-60 chargers through balloons with a hand cracker in about a 3 hour period.
Not only that but I was being more stupid by inhaling balloons, then immediately switching to the vaporizer, sometimes without breathing between, then back to the balloons, then back to the vape, etc to increase the high.
I had some of the most intense and AMAZING breakthrough experiences in my entire life and had closed eye visuals which went along with my bodily movements.
It was SO much fun....until it got to the point where the muscles in my back, probably my lung muscles, started hurting from the strain.
Finally I stopped doing the NOS and ate a whole bunch of food and tried to go to sleep.
At that point I started having REALLY bad asthma and couldn't really take a full breath so I used my regular hand held inhaler...but that was a mistake.
See, my hand held inhaler only works if I'm not having REALLY bad asthma otherwise I use my electronic nebulizer which was downstairs and takes about 20 mins to use...and I SHOULD have used that and then MAYBE I would just have felt better.
But instead, because I used my hand held inhaler, the asthma didn't go away for 2 hours and I was afraid to use the nebulizer because in the past when I used too much albuterol/ventolin in a 4 hour period I have gotten a bad racing heart and dizziness.
So I figured I had to wait 4 hours to use the nebulizer and lay in bed for 2 hours struggling to breath.
I was actually crying because I couldn't breath...not emotional tears...just tears from struggling to breath and it was pretty bad.
But I've had situations like this before where I knew that EVENTUALLY the asthma would go away.
When I stood up or sat up the asthma would be about 50% better but when lying down it was MUCH worse and I'm wondering if anyone knows why??e
So.....eventually after 2 hours of struggling to breath my asthma went away almost completely and I could take a full breath and I fell asleep.
The odd thing is that my asthma went away around the time I stopped being high from having vaped some weed, so I am wondering if maybe the mental state I was in from being high was also exaccerbating my feelings that I couldn't breath well?
I looked in the mirror several times while I was having the asthma attack and my lips were never blue...but I don't know if they might have gotten to that point at some time.
So now I still have over 100 chargers and I want to know if people think I should throw them all out or maybe just save like 24 for a little more fun??
Now it has been about 18 hours since I last did NOS and 16 hours since the asthma went away and I was able to sleep.
Today I am not having much trouble breathing, just a TINY bit of discomfort, not enough that I'd have thought I'd had a bad attack hours ago....and my brain is a bit foggy but not bad, I mean, I just taught english online for hours and was fine even though I am sure I killed plenty of brain cells.
But every year I have a 3 week vacation and I tend to binge on substances and I have only 4 days left and so of course I'll WANT to do more nitrous but I don't think it's a good idea....or at least not to do more than just a couple balloons...and I am not sure I can control myself.
Here are my questions:
1) Did I do myself permanent damage, especially damage to my lungs and or brain even though I feel PRETTY MUCH Ok today?
2) If you were me, even with the asthma with having LOVED the experience of the NOS BEFORE the attack....would you just throw all the nitrous in the garbage and never touch it again or do you think it would be safe if I just threw out MOST of it and did a few balloons over the next few days or could that do something REALLY bad to me?
I don't want to have to throw over 100 chargers away...and I LOVE the stuff...had such amazing experiences BEFORE the asthma attack but I can't let that happen again.
And please guys...I am a hypochondriac so don't get me MORE worried than I should be about this because if you suggest I MIGHT have done myself permanent damage I'm going to assume I'm going to die or something or that my lungs and brain will never be the same again...etc LOL.....so be honest...but at the same time...don't OVER exaggerate any damage I did to myself and try to calmly tell me what happened and whether or not you think I should throw the nitrous out.
Thanks