On my etizolam binges, once it arrived I always got nice and high the first couple days and then it just gave me an almost awake, vibrant feeling right up until blackout-mode. Tread carefully. And 60mg of Xanax in one go? What the fuck, man.
Heheh...tread carefully, WW will have us repeating his words until we also die. Although i'm out of the moving stuff game since a decade, so I can't really pull the Stay Out Of My Territory thing.
I have a kind of issue with Etizolam that is similar. My only way to get it is powder. It used to be really top notch even when I had a massive valium tolerance (which has been reduced in half since then) a year and a half ago or so.
It seems like the first times I use it, I get that anxiolytic effect similar to alprazolam, as in, very little muscle relaxation, and anxiolysis I'd say is subpar to bromazepam, if you count the mgs I have to take. I need 10-12mg of this powder etizolam to get me okay and it just seems like I don't get this reverse tolerance some people are talking about. I think it's only because it's not an actual benzodiazepine and doesn't hit the a1, a2, a3, y1, y2 gaba subsites the same as my valium script and my small xanax script (just 15 1mg a month, the valium is daily).
I remember the first time I would get some of that powder etizolam, it would put me out of the dumps that is dexedrine 48 hour marathons instantly with a matchhead dose of around 4-5mg. I can't say the same. Either the product changed, which apparently it didn't (it's a well known vendor with many comments on them on a certain place that reviews vendors) and nobody is going mad at etizolam going low in quality from them.
So I guess it's just us. Although I am nowhere as irresponsible as OP. When I was scripted 2x2mg clonazepam to start the day, the most I ever had was 6 of the 2mg pills and it just ended up giving me a weird manic episode, I guess they call those paradoxical effects, clonazepam is well known to create those. Just reading this makes me glad i'm out of the brainfog that was that 2x2mg clonaz script. Although it made smoking freebase a totally anxiety free...recreational thing back 5-6 years ago heh.